A Virginia Girl in the Civil War, 1861-1865: being a record of the actual experiences of the wife of a Confederate officer — John Locke — John Shaqi
A Virginia Girl in the Civil War, 1861-1865: being a record of the actual experiences of the wife of a Confederate officer
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Cloaks of the period were long, sacque-like affairs, double-breasted
and with two rows of buttons. The tailor changed the buttons on our
cloaks for Confederate brass buttons covered with wadding, and then
with cloth like the wrap. The gold lace was to be folded flat and
smooth. Mother was to rip the lining from the bottom of her satchel,
lay the lace on the bottom, and carefully paste the lining back. We
wanted to take Dan some flannel shirts, and again fashion favored us.
Ladies wore wide plaid scarfs passed around their necks and falling
in long ends in front. We got seven yards of fine soft flannel in a
stylish plaid and cut it in two lengths. Mother, being quite tall,
could wear a longer scarf than myself, so, between us, we managed to
carry around our necks two good shirts for Dan.
CHAPTER XVI
THE FLOWER OF CHIVALRY
In the meantime we were growing more and more uneasy about Captain
Locke. We felt that he was suspected and covertly watched, but he
laughed at our fears.
He and I had begun to discuss ways and means of getting back to
Virginia. One day, as usual, he was sitting beside me in the parlor
after dinner, and, as usual, we were talking together in low tones,
and again, as usual, the parlors were full. At one end of the room sat
Major Brooks and Colonel Whipple, honoring us now and then with the
covert and curious observation to which I could never become hardened.
Captain Hosmer was walking restlessly up and down the floor, and
casting uneasy glances toward us. He was too much of a gentleman to
catechize me about my friend, but I knew he was not only curious but
concerned in regard to my intimacy with Captain Locke.
Captain Locke was saying to me that he was in favor of our taking some
schooner going down the bay and landing somewhere in Gloucester County,
when I became so painfully conscious that the eyes of the enemy were
upon us that I could not attend to what he was saying.
“What is the matter with you?” he asked. “You are not thinking at all
of what I am saying. I reckon your mind is on Dan Grey.”
“I am thinking about you,” I said, on the verge of tears. “If you are
not more careful, you won’t get back home at all, I’m afraid.”
“Why?” he asked innocently, and as if he were the most prudent person
in the world.
“Only what Milicent and I have been telling you all along. You come
here openly and boldly in the presence of all these Yankees. You visit
us, and we feel responsible for any misfortune that might come to you
through it. It is well known now, I think, by everybody in the house
that we are Southerners and blockade-runners. No one in the house
except ourselves and Mrs. Harris knows who you really are. Don’t you
suppose people wonder?”