A Virginia Girl in the Civil War, 1861-1865: being a record of the actual experiences of the wife of a Confederate officer — John Locke — John Shaqi
A Virginia Girl in the Civil War, 1861-1865: being a record of the actual experiences of the wife of a Confederate officer
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“You see, Mr. Moore thinks I might go down the bay in a schooner and
land somewhere here in Gloucester County.”
“No! no! you mustn’t go that way!” exclaimed Captain Hosmer quickly.
“You are sure to be taken up if you try that. With all due deference
to you, Mr. Moore, my knowledge of the position of our forces convinces
me that that is impossible.”
“Of course, as an officer in the army, you must be better informed than
I am,” Captain Locke said simply. “That is why I advised Miss Duncan to
consult you.”
“Your best plan is to go by Harper’s Ferry. It is a difficult matter to
get through anywhere now, but if you get to Virginia at all I think it
must be by way of Harper’s Ferry.”
Major Brooks and Colonel Whipple joined us, and the matter ended as on
the previous day, by Captain Locke and Colonel Whipple walking off down
the street together.
“Moore is a splendid fellow,” Captain Hosmer said to me, when we had
the sofa to ourselves. “I am glad you introduced us. Your not doing so
looked suspicious, and I was troubled for fear he would get you into
some scrape or other.”
Dear, generous fellow, how I hated to deceive him, and how it was
on the tip of my tongue to tell him who Captain Locke was, until I
remembered what his duty would be if I told him! And Captain Locke’s
secret was mine to keep. He had been ready to risk his life rather than
leave me alone at Berlin! Then, too, poor fellow, he had such a slender
chance, I thought, of getting home alive that not even an enemy would
care to make it worse. I used to look at his bonnie white throat and
shudder.
“God bless you,” he said to me once, “for all your goodness to a poor,
lonely, stray fellow! You shouldn’t be afraid for me. You say your
‘Hail Marys’ for me, you know.”
I had been telling him I was afraid for him, and he had, as usual,
tried to reassure me and to laugh me out of it. He was never afraid for
himself--I believe he would have stood up to be shot with a laugh on
his lips. I wonder if he _was_ laughing when they shot him--my dear,
brave friend!
In the meantime we had heard that Mr. Holliway had been arrested in
West Virginia, was lying in prison somewhere, and that his friends were
trying to get him out, and before I left Baltimore we heard that he
had died in prison just as an exchange had been arranged.
My return to Virginia was the subject of daily discussions between
me and my two captains, and in this way Captain Locke continued to
find out ways that he must not go, and eventually that we must not go
together. It was he who first said it.
“I should be no earthly good, but a disadvantage to you, little madam.
Hosmer is going to see you through this thing all right.”
Then, seeing my downcast look, he went on cheerily: “I’ll get through
somehow all right, sooner or later, and we’ll meet in Old Virginia.
Don’t bother your dear little head about me.”