A Virginia Girl in the Civil War, 1861-1865: being a record of the actual experiences of the wife of a Confederate officer
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“I saw him on the roadside as I came on to supper. While riding along
I heard a strange sound, something like a groan, yet different from
any groan I ever heard--the strangest, most uncanny sound imaginable.
I dismounted and began to look around for it, and I found a Yankee
soldier lying in a ditch by the roadside. I couldn’t see that any
legs or arms were broken, nor that he was wounded at all. I felt him
all over, and asked what was the matter. He didn’t speak, and I saw
that he had been trying to direct my attention to his face. He tried
very hard to speak, but only succeeded in emitting the strange sound
I had heard before; and on examining his face closely, and moving the
whiskers aside, I found that he was shot through both jaws. He made the
same noise again, put his hand in his pocket, and gave me this card,
with another pitiful effort to speak. I put my coat under his head,
laid some brush across the ditch to hide him, and promised to go back
for him in an ambulance.”
“Thank you, in my own behalf!” General Stuart said warmly.
“Perhaps, poor fellow,” said Dan, “he took chances on that card’s
reaching you. Seeing my uniform of major of cavalry, he may not have
considered it impossible that you should hear of his condition through
me.”
“When you have finished your supper, major, we will go after him.”
Tired as they both were, they went out and attended personally to
the relief of the poor fellow by the roadside. General Stuart had
everything done for him that was possible, smoothed his last moments,
and grieved over him as deeply as if his classmate had not been his
enemy.
Another sad thing among the sorrows of that supper was when Colonel Sol
Williams’s brother-in-law, John Pegram, came in, and sat down in our
midst. General Stuart went up to him, and wrung his hand in a silence
that even the dauntless Stuart’s lips were too tremulous at once to
break. When he could speak he said:
“I grieve for myself as for you, lieutenant, but it was a death that
any one of us might be proud to die.”
Even then the shadow and glory of his own death was not far from him.