A Virginia Girl in the Civil War, 1861-1865: being a record of the actual experiences of the wife of a Confederate officer
John Locke · en
Colonel Williams had been Lieutenant Pegram’s superior officer as well
as brother-in-law. It had been his sorrowful lot to take the body of
his colonel on his horse in front of him, and carry it to a house where
it could be reverently cared for until he could send it home to bride
and kindred. He had cut a lock of hair from the dead, and when the
troops went off to Pennsylvania, he gave it to me for his sister. I
shall never forget that supper hour, or how the unhappy young fellow
looked when he came in among us after his ride with the dead, and I
shall never forget how I felt about that poor young Federal soldier
who was wounded in the jaws and couldn’t speak, and how I felt about
the women who loved him far away; I began to feel that war was an
utterly unjustifiable thing, and that the virtues of valor, loyalty,
devotion which it brings out had better be brought out some other way.
If General Rooney Lee didn’t take my room, I gave it up all the same.
Two wounded men were put into it. There were a number of wounded men
in the house, and, of course, everybody gave way to their comfort. All
but my two were removed in a day or two, but here these two were, and
here they were when Aunt Sally came home. Her homecoming was after a
fashion that turned our mourning into righteous and wholesome wrath.
We were sitting on the porch one afternoon, free and easy in our minds
and believing Aunt Sally away in distant Washington, when we noted a
small object far off down the road. As it crawled nearer and nearer
we perceived that it was an ox-cart; we saw the driver, and behind him
somebody else sitting on a trunk.
“Good gracious! that’s Aunt Sally!” cried Mr. Bradford in consternation.
We were all dreadfully sorry, but it couldn’t be helped.
She climbed off the cart at the gate, and called for some negro to come
get her trunk. Mr. Bradford had already found one, and was running
to the rescue. In fact he had been running in a half dozen different
directions ever since he had spied Aunt Sally. He looked as if his wits
had left him and as if he were racing around in a circle.
“You orter been on hand to he’p me off o’ that kyart,” she told him.
“It do look like when a man’s wife’s been away this long time he might
be on hand to he’p her off the kyart.”
As she came up the walk she said the yard looked awful torn and
“trompled down”; that she was afraid she would find it so soon as she
heard that the place had been camping ground for the whole army and
her away and nobody there to manage the army as she could have done.
She greeted me and her niece, and in the same breath told her niece
that there was some mud on the steps which ought to be washed off. Then
she went into the house, taking off her things and remarking on “things
that ought to be done.” Presently there was a great stir in the house;
she had found out the wounded men. She commented on their presence in
such a loud voice that we heard it on the porch, and the men themselves
must have heard it.