In his friends too he was happy--a few men different from himself and
from each other--and to these he clung loyally. But the conditions of
his life removed him from feminine influences. Beyond those girls in
his immediate family circle, whom he called by their Christian names and
treated with an old-fashioned, brotherly protection, scolding them when
they did foolish things, such as wearing light shoes in wet weather,
performing little services for them when they behaved themselves nicely,
he never troubled his head about womankind.
On the night when Clytie's curtains caught fire he had been on his way
to visit a coterie of three bachelor friends who shared a house in South
Kensington. They were accustomed to his nocturnal appearances, and
the worse the night and the later it grew the more likely was Kent to
present himself at the sitting-room door, a dripping, ruddy apparition,
his cheeks and beard glistening with raindrops. And then he would throw
off his mackintosh, call for slippers, and join the circle round the
fire. The thoughts of the dreary tramp home between two and three never
seemed to dismay him. Cheerlessness of environment in no way affected
his happiness.
They formed the chief part of his social life, these three friends,
tried by the changes in fibre, tastes, affinities, that over half
a score of years effect. There was Fairfax, the doctor, ruddy,
full-blooded, magnetic with health and vitality, whose brass plate shone
huge on the front door, inviting confidence; Greene, the solicitor,
shrewd, hard-headed, a speaker of few words; and Wither, the civil
servant, the little gnomelike man, full of strange sayings, whimsical,
non-moral, a man of boyish, elfin beauty, trusted by men, petted by
women. Of the three Kent loved Wither best. Wither saw deeper into the
world's mysteries than he, but his own sturdy honest sense had kept the
other from many an abyss.
After bidding Clytie good-night, Kent stood irresolute on the landing.
Should he wrap the remains of his waterproof around him, and still go
whither his truest happiness had hitherto always led him? Considerations
of the chill, sleeting night and the throbbing pain in his hand went
for nothing in his decision. The girl who had tended the burn had
almost besought him not to go out. To disregard her would be an act
of discourtesy. Thus thought honest Kent as he turned on his heel and
slowly mounted the stair. But his evening had been spoiled, he told
his briarwood pipe, with a consoling sense of martyrdom, and the cause
thereof was feminine.
“It is just the silly sort of thing that Agatha would do,” he said to
himself.
Agatha was his sister, whom he pitied intensely for being a woman. He
thought of Clytie's pictures, the signs of virility in them, and he
began to pity Clytie too. Yet there was a difference of kind in
his sentiments. He pitied his sister for being constrained to
ambitionless-ness and futility; he was sorry for the handicap of sex to
Clytie's ambitions.