However, that drive spun a thread of intimacy between them. There are
few conditions of companionship so favourable as those in a hansom cab.
The driver is practically non-existent; the three sides and roof of the
vehicle form a temporary home, a _chez soi_. The outside world lies in
front of one, very near, and yet one is out of it. Even the desolate
squares, with their occasional lamps blinking through the mist, and
their wet, sooty trees rustling reluctantly as the wind passes through
them, and their gaunt houses, each grimly and jealously guarding its
household, giving the sense of the awful isolation of souls, fail to
depress as they invariably depress the sensitive pedestrian. There is
again the cheerful rattle which precludes sustained conversation, but
encourages disjointed, intimate talk. The rush of the air, the whirling
past of figures and objects, is exhilarating even in the vilest
of weather and in the dreariest of neighbourhoods. The rapid night
glimpses, too, of coffee-stalls, their lamps glaring upon the
surrounding idlers; public houses, with the sudden babel of voices
issuing from an opened door; walkers of the pavement forlornly standing
with white, indistinguishable faces, 'buses steaming and labouring
with their somnolent fares; every 'bus-load the counterpart of the last;
swifter still, the glimpses of the occupants of other cabs that pass,
stimulating the imagination; a phantasmagoria of life, almost unreal,
yet bringing into play some of the lighter elemental forces of nature.
Clytie was almost sorry when the cab stopped at the familiar side-door
next to the shop where the legend of “Gurkins, green-grocer,” was dimly
visible through the gloom. Much of the mere woman in her had risen to
the surface, obscuring the artist, the hater of formulas, the restless
seeker after the mysteries of life. She had felt childish, frivolous,
thus appearing in a new light to Kent, not without a certain charm,
although he wondered to himself whether she, after all, was not like the
rest of womankind--“fundamentally silly.” This was a famous dictum of
his.
But when the door closed behind them, and the narrow, ill-lighted,
close-smelling passage leading to the gloomy staircase struck upon her
senses, the realities of life came sharply before her, and her usual
independence of thought and action reasserted itself. Otherwise, when
she had said good-night to Kent on the landing and had found her room in
darkness, she would not have called him back to light her lamp for her,
and, that done, have asked him to remain for a short chat. He was struck
by the change to her usual frank tones, and seeking half unconsciously
for a reason, attributed his late impression to an illusion on his part
caused by the darkness and dispelled by the light, by which he could see
her face.
“You smoke, I know,” she said, throwing her wraps on to the sofa. “You
must be dying for some tobacco. What do you smoke?”