“I want to paint something that may live,” she said to Kent, “something
I can throw my whole soul into, something I can look at when it is
finished and say: 'There, that is final; that expresses consummately
everything I have ever felt and dreamed.'”
“If you can ever say that, you will cease to be an artist,” he replied
in his matter-of-fact way.
“Perhaps so. But I must try. And the subject, the subject?”
“Wait,” said Kent. “If it ever comes, it will do so of itself.”
Clytie waited, but the subject did not come. Meanwhile she had her hands
full with orders, both for pictures and for magazine illustrations. Her
life was full, as far as work could make it. Winifred came regularly
to the studio, as usual, cheering her with sweet companionship. She had
spent her summer holiday at the seaside, treating out of her own
purse her two little brothers to a holiday. She came back with glowing
reminiscences of her adventures, the humorous naughtinesses of the
children, the odds and ends of character she had met with. Her only
regret was that her dear Clytie had not been there too.
“I should have thrown those horrid children, Reggie and Arthur, into the
sea!” exclaimed Clytie.
“Oh, no, you wouldn't. They simply adore you. They are nice children,
aren't they, now?”
“You little goose!” cried Clytie, kissing the warm brown cheek. “They
are like you, the sweetest little children in the world. When are they
coming to tea?”
These teas in the studio were red-letter days for Winifred's brothers
and sisters. They worshipped Clytie, who had keen sympathy with the
unconventionalities of childhood. She made grotesque caricatures of
them, at which they screamed with laughter, or sat on the hearthrug with
them and talked the nonsense that bright children love. Their joy
was complete if Kent came in. They called him “Kent,” took complete
possession of him, presented him to Clytie as a pet trifle they carried
about with them. He, too, was fond of these debauches, and seldom missed
attending them if he could leave the Museum in time. He loved to see
Clytie take her part in them. She seemed to him even more sweet and
womanly than Winifred when she had a child on her lap, and her dark red
hair was touching the black ruffled curls. He told her so one day, and
the colour came into her cheeks as she laughed.