“Ah, not like me,” said the other, turning round in his seat, so that
his words should reach only Joyce’s ear. “Until three weeks ago I had
a wife and child. No man ever loved as I did. I worked for them till
my brain almost gave way--fifteen hours a day, week after week, starved
myself for them, denied myself the clothes on my back. Now I have them
no longer. Life is valueless to me.”
“Are they--dead?” asked Joyce.
“No. Gone off with the lodger on the first floor,” replied Noakes,
solemnly.
Joyce remained silent. What could he say? He looked sympathetic. Noakes
blew his nose in a dirty piece of calico with frayed edges that courtesy
called a pocket-handkerchief, and continued:--
“So my life is wrecked. My imagination is darkened and I can write
no more. I have given up my literary ambitions. It is not worth while
writing penny bloods at half a crown a thousand for one’s own support.”
“What are you going to do then?” asked Joyce, interested in the quaint
creature.
“I am going abroad. I have come here perhaps for the last time. On the
day after to-morrow I sail for South Africa.”
Was it a sudden inspiration? Was it the coming to a head of vague
resolutions, despairs, workings, the final word of a destiny driving him
from England? Was it a sudden sense of protecting brotherhood towards
this forlorn, tragic scarecrow of a man? Joyce never knew. Possibly it
was all bursting upon his soul at once. Springing to his feet, he held
out his hand to Noakes.
“By all that’s holy, I ’ll come with you!” he cried, in a strange voice.
The other, after some hesitation, took his hand and looked at him
pathetically.
“Are you in earnest?”
“In dead earnest.”
“I am going in the very cheapest possible manner.”
“So am I.”
“I am going, with a few pounds I have scraped together, to try my luck.”
“The same with me. It can’t be worse than England; starvation is
certain here. Come, say, honour bright--will you be glad of me as a
companion--as a friend if you like? I am a lonely bit of driftwood like
yourself.”
Then Noakes rose to his feet and this time squeezed Joyce’s hand and his
pale eyes glistened.
“I ’ll swear to be your friend in peace and in danger,” he said, in his
quaint phraseology. “And I thank the God of all mercies for sending you
to me in my hour of need.”
“All right,” said Joyce. “And now let us have some whisky, and talk over
details.”
And so, in that dingy billiard-room, unknown to the moulting Bohemians
huddled up in somnolent attitudes close by on the divan and unheeded by
the shirt-sleeved men passing around the table intent on their game,
was struck the strangest bargain of a friendship ever made between two
outcast men; a friendship that was to last through want and sickness
and despair and hope, and to leave behind it the ineffaceable stamp of
nobler feeling.