The familiar club became unbearable, his fellow-members abhorrent.
Friends and acquaintances outside--and they were legion--who, taking
pity on his loneliness, sought him out and invited him to their houses,
he shunned in a curious terror. He was forever meeting them in the
streets. Behind their masks of sympathy he read his wife's deadly
accusation and its confirmation which he had received from Haversham
and Bagot. When the scourge arrived--a business-like instrument in a
cardboard box--he sat for a long time in his club bedroom drawing the
knotted cords between his fingers, lost in retrospective thought....
And suddenly a scene flashed across his mind. Venice. The first days
of their honeymoon. The sun-baked Renaissance façade of a church in a
Campo bounded by a canal where their gondola lay waiting. A tattered,
one-legged, be-crutched beggar holding out his hat by the church
door.... He, Hildebrand, stalked majestically past, his wife
following. Near the _fondamenta_ he turned and discovered her in the
act of tendering from her purse a two-lire piece to the beggar who had
hobbled expectant in her wake. Hildebrand interposed a hand; the shock
accidentally jerked the coin from hers. It rolled. The one-legged
beggar threw himself prone, in order to seize it. But it rolled into
the canal. An agony of despair and supplication mounted from the
tatterdemalion's eyes.
"Oh, Hildebrand, give him another."
"Certainly not," he replied. "It's immoral to encourage mendicity."
She wept in the gondola. He thought her silly, and told her so. They
landed at the Molo and he took her to drink chocolate at Florian's on
the Piazza. She bent her meek head over the cup and the tears fell
into it. A well-dressed Venetian couple who sat at the next table
stared at her, passed remarks, and giggled outright with the ordinary
and exquisite Italian politeness.
"My dear Eliza," said Hildebrand, "if you can't help being a victim to
sickly sentimentality, at least, as my wife, you must learn to control
yourself in public."