"And I've deceived even you!" he laughed.
Tears had been rolling down her cheeks. At his laugh she gave way. An
answering choke, hysterical, filled her throat, and she burst into a
fit of sobbing. He laid his hand tenderly on her head.
"My dear, don't. I am the happiest man alive. And, as for eyes, I'm
rich enough to buy a hundred pairs. I'm a perfect Argus!"
But Winifred Goode wept uncontrollably. There was deep pity for him in
her heart, but--never to be revealed to mortal--there was also
horrible, terrifying joy. She gripped her hands and sobbed frantically
to keep herself from laughter. A woman's sense of humour is often
cruel, only to be awakened by tragic incongruities. She had passed
through her month's agony and shame for a blind man.
At last she mastered herself. "Forgive me, dear Roger. It was a
dreadful shock. Blindness has always been to me too awful for
thought--like being buried alive."
"Not a bit of it," he said cheerily. "I've run a successful business
in the dark--real estate--buying and selling and developing land, you
know--a thing which requires a man to keep a sharp look-out, and which
he couldn't do if he were buried alive. It's a confounded nuisance, I
admit, but so is gout. Not half as irritating as the position of a man
I once knew who had both hands cut off."
She shivered. "That's horrible."
"It is," said he, "but blindness isn't."
The maid appeared with the tea-tray, which she put on a rustic table.
It was then that Winifred noticed the little proud awkwardness of the
blind man. There was pathos in his insistent disregard of his
affliction. The imperfectly cut lower half of a watercress sandwich
fell on his coat and stayed there. She longed to pick it off, but did
not dare, for fear of hurting him. He began to talk again of the
house--the scheme of decoration.
"Oh, it all seems so sad!" she cried.
"What?"
"You'll not be able to see the beautiful things."
"Good Heavens," he retorted, "do you think I am quite devoid of
imagination? And do you suppose no one will enter the house but
myself?"
"I never thought of that," she admitted.
"As for the interior, I've got the plan in my head, and could walk
about it now blindfold, only that's unnecessary; and when it's all
fixed up, I'll have a ground model made of every room, showing every
piece of furniture, so that, when I get in, I'll know the size, shape,
colour, quality of every blessed thing in the house. You see if I
don't."
"These gifts are a merciful dispensation of Providence."
"Maybe," said he drily. "Only they were about the size of bacteria
when I started, and it took me years of incessant toil to develop them."
He asked to be shown around the garden. She took him up the gravelled
walks beside her gay borders and her roses, telling him the names and
varieties of the flowers. Once he stopped and frowned.
"I've lost my bearings. We ought to be passing under the shade of the
old walnut tree."