Hugh entered, went up to the fireplace in the hall and warmed his hands,
wondering at the force of routine which had caused this fire to be lit
on a morning of such upheaval. The slight sound of an opening door made
him turn, and then he saw Minna’s pale and haggard face. She beckoned
to him hurriedly and disappeared into the dining-room. He followed her,
shutting the door behind him. The sight of the room brought a fresh
shock of associations. Was there ever such a ghastly morrow to a feast?
Minna stood by the table, one hand behind her resting upon it, her
eyes meeting his in dull defiance. She checked brusquely his first
half-articulated exclamation of sympathy.
“Yes. I know all that you can tell me. We can’t waste time over it. Have
you spoken to the Inspector?”
“Not yet.”
“Thank God I’ve seen you first. This does not interfere with our
compact. You won’t say a word about seeing me last night?”
“Certainly not,” he replied, turning away from her with a feeling of
repugnance. “As far as your father is concerned, I left this house at
half-past eleven.” She closed her eyes with a sigh of relief.
“I was afraid you might betray me--not wilfully--but indiscreetly.”
“Has this been your dominant emotion all the time?” he said, harshly. “I
am glad our ways lie separate.”
“I have my interests to protect,” she said.
He shrugged his shoulders, walked past her to the fireplace and
leant his broad shoulders against the black marble mantelpiece. Her
selfishness dumbfounded him. Her eyes bore no trace of tears, her
attitude not a suggestion of grief. Ill and worn she looked; but from
shock and strain and anxiety--not from sorrow. Had she no human feeling?
And yet she was the same woman whose heart had throbbed with wild tumult
against his; whose eyes had glowed with a burning passion in their
slumberous depths; whose voice had melted into murmurings like the deep
notes of the mating dove. Once he had compared her in his mind to a
volcano. The aptness of the similitude occurred to him now. She had
passed through her period of eruption. Now the molten fire of her nature
was cold and unlovely lava.
She moved suddenly from the table with the dragging step of exhaustion,
and flung herself into a chair and lay with her head bowed upon her arm.
“I know how you judge me,” she said, hoarsely. “You have always judged
me, and that is one of the things that made me hate you. You think I
ought to be in floods of tears. So I should have been, if it had not
been for last night. But I must protect myself now or never. No one can
do it for me. How was I to know that you would be discreet? I had ruin
staring me in the face. I have strained every nerve to keep my wits till
you came. You can’t tell the agony of the strain. How could you? And
this awful horror overwhelming me. Oh, God--don’t you think I feel the
horror of it?”