She laughed, disclaiming desire for supreme vengeance.
"I only want to show the wretch that I am not a helpless woman," she
observed, with the bewildering illogic of the sex. And as she passed by the
offender she smiled down at her companion with all the sweetness of
intimacy and asked him why he carried a revolver. She did not point the
offender out, be it remarked, to the bloodthirsty Septimus.
"It belongs to Wiggleswick," he replied in answer to her question. "I
promised to take care of it for him."
"What does Wiggleswick do when you are away?"
"He reads the police reports. I take in _Reynolds_ and the _News of the
World_ and the illustrated _Police News_ for him, and he cuts them out and
gums them in a scrap book. But I think I'm happier without Wiggleswick. He
interferes with my guns."
"By the way," said Zora, "you talked about guns the other evening. What
have you got to do with guns?"
He looked at her in a scared way out of the corner of his eye,
child-fashion, as though to make sure she was loyal and worthy of
confidence, and then he said:
"I invent 'em. I have written a treatise on guns of large caliber."
"Really?" cried Zora, taken by surprise. She had not credited him with so
serious a vocation. "Do tell me something about it."
"Not now," he pleaded. "Some other time. I'd have to sit down with paper
and pencil and draw diagrams. I'm afraid you wouldn't like it. Wiggleswick
doesn't. It bores him. You must be born with machinery in your blood.
Sometimes it's uncomfortable."
"To have cogwheels instead of corpuscles must be trying," said Zora
flippantly.
"Very," said he. "The great thing is to keep them clear of the heart."
"What do you mean?" she asked quickly.
"Whatever one does or tries to do, one should insist on remaining human.
It's good to be human, isn't it? I once knew a man who was just a
complicated mechanism of brain encased in a body. His heart didn't beat; it
clicked and whirred. It caused the death of the most perfect woman in the
world."
He looked dreamily into the blue ether between sea and sky. Zora felt
strangely drawn to him.
"Who was it?" she asked softly.
"My mother," said he.
They had paused in their stroll, and were leaning over the parapet above
the railway line. After a few moments' silence he added, with a faint
smile:--
"That's why I try hard to keep myself human--so that, if a woman should
ever care for me, I shouldn't hurt her."
A green caterpillar was crawling on his sleeve. In his vague manner he
picked it tenderly off and laid it on the leaf of an aloe that grew in the
terrace vase near which he stood.
"You couldn't even hurt that crawling thing--let alone a woman," said Zora.
This time very softly.
He blushed. "If you kill a caterpillar you kill a butterfly," he said
apologetically.
"And if you kill a woman?"
"Is there anything higher?" said he.