Was it so preposterous, after all, on John Risca's part to fly from the
shame into a wider, purer air? Her cry had been unthinking, instinctive,
almost a cry for help. She was growing old and soured and worn by
perpetual conjugal wranglings. John, her kinsman, counted for a great
deal in a life none too rich. John and Stella were nearest to her in the
world--first Stella, naturally, then John. To the woman of over fifty
the man of under thirty is still a boy. For many years she had nursed
the two together in her heart. And now he was going from her. What
would she, what would Stella, do without him? Her husband's direct
interpellation aroused her from her reverie.
“Julia, what was the name of the chap we met in St. Kitts who had been
sheep-farming in Queensland?”
They had sailed away from St. Kitts in 1878. Lady Blount reminded
him tartly of the fact while professing her oblivion of the man from
Queensland. They sparred for a few moments. Then she rose wearily and
said she was going to bed. Sir Oliver looked at his watch.
“Nearly twelve. Time for us all to go.”
“As soon as I' ve written my morning letter to Stellamaris,” said
Herold.
“I must write, too,” said Risca.
For it was a rule of the house that every visitor should write
Stellamaris a note overnight, to be delivered into her hands the first
thing in the morning. The origin of the rule was wrapped in the mists of
history.
So John Risca sat down at Sir Oliver's study-table in order to indite
his letter to Stellamaris. But for a long time he stared at the white
paper. He, the practised journalist, who could dash off his thousand
words on any subject as fast as pen could travel, no matter what torture
burned his brain, could not find a foolish message for a sick child. At
last he wrote like a school-boy:
_Darling: The flowers were beautiful, and so is the new picture, and I
want to see you early in the morning. I hope you are well. John Risca._
And he had to tear the letter out of its envelope and put it into a
fresh one because he had omitted to add the magic initials “G. H. B.” to
his name. Compared with his usual imaginative feats of correspondence,
this was a poverty-stricken epistle. She would wonder at the change.
Perhaps his demand for an immediate interview would startle her, and
shocks were dangerous. He tore up the letter and envelope, and went to
his own room. It was past two o'clock when he crept downstairs again to
lay his letter on the hall table.
At the sight of him the next morning the color deepened in the delicate
cheeks of Stellamaris, and her dark eyes grew bright. She held out a
welcoming hand.
“Ah, Belovedest, I 've been longing to see you ever since dawn. I woke
up then and could n't go to sleep again because I was so excited.”
He took the chair by her bedside, and her fingers tapped affectionately
on the back of the great hand that lay on the coverlid.
“I suppose I was excited, too,” said he, “for I was awake at dawn.”
“Did you look out of window?”