The Demagogue and Lady Phayre — John Locke — John Shaqi
The Demagogue and Lady Phayre
John Locke · en
“And turn hosier? Oh no! I’m proud of my handicraft, and I would go on
with it if there were any necessity. But to wear a long frock-coat, and
sell collars and neckties behind a counter--I am afraid I wasn’t made
for it.”
He laughed at the vision of himself. The lawyer smiled too. The dark,
heavily-cut face, with its great forehead and bright clever eyes, giving
its promise of strength and intellect, seemed fitted for more strenuous
work than shrewd buying and polite selling of hosiery.
“Well, you’ll think it over,” said the lawyer. “Yes,” said Goddard. “It
strikes me I have a deal of thinking to do the next few days.”
He got into a District train to return to the workshop, from which he
had obtained a couple of hours’ leave of absence. The journey passed
in a dream. The fortune that had befallen him seemed almost beyond his
powers of realisation. The prospective changes in his life presented
themselves before him in quick succession--the suggestion of one leading
to the shock of another. His trade would be abandoned, unless he chose
to continue it as a hobby. He need never do an hour’s work again as long
as he lived. He could live in a comfortable house of his own, surround
himself with books--an endless vista of shelf upon shelf quivered before
his eyes. The possession of such an income demanded changes in habits,
food, raiment. It gave infinite leisure. And then a thought that had
gradually been piercing through the cloud of his bewilderment broke
out like a sun over his mind, causing his heart to leap in a thrilling
delight, as a great life-work was revealed to him. He no longer need
stand at the brink of the great struggle, lending a helping hand in all
too few hours of leisure. He could plunge into the very midst, fight for
the cause of the people with all his brain and heart and energies. His
face flushed, and his breath came quickly. It was a chilly day, and a
man seated opposite to him in the third-class carriage was surprised to
see him wipe the perspiration from his forehead.
And then there was Lizzie. He would tell her that evening. He pictured
to himself the ecstatic wonder on her pretty face. But the greater
passion held him, and Lizzie’s face floated vaguely behind the flashing
dreams of work and struggle and victories.