The Glory of Clementina Wing — John Locke — John Shaqi
The Glory of Clementina Wing
John Locke · en
Thus dismissing from her
horizon all the human race, she found compensation in the freedom so
acquired. If she chose to run bareheaded and slipshod into the King’s
Road and come back with a lump of beef wrapped in a bloodstained bit of
newspaper (as her acquaintance, Mrs. Venables, had caught her doing—“My
dear, you never saw such an appalling sight in your life,” she said when
reporting the incident, “and she had the impudence to make me shake
hands with her—and the hand, my dear, in which she had been holding the
beef”)—if she chose to do this, what mattered it to any one of God’s
creatures, save perhaps Mrs. Venables’s glove-maker to whom it was an
advantage? Her servant had a bad cold, time—the morning light was
precious—and the putting on of hat and boots a retarding vanity. If she
chose to bring in a shivering ragamuffin from the streets and warm him
before the fire and stuff him with the tomato sandwiches and plum-cake
set out for a visitor’s tea, who could say her nay? The visitor in
revolt against the sight and smell of the ragamuffin, could get up and
depart. It was a matter of no concern to Clementina. Eventually folks
recognised Clementina’s eccentricity, classed it in the established
order of things, ceased to regard it—just as dwellers by a cataract
lose the sound of the thunder, and as a human wife ceases to be
conscious of the wart on her husband’s nose. To this enviable height of
freedom had Clementina risen.
She sat by the fire, overwhelmed by memories. They had been conjured up
by the girl with the terror at the back of her eyes; but their mass was
no longer crushing. They came over her like a weightless grey cloud that
had arisen from some remote past with which she had no concern. She had
grown to look upon the tragedy impersonally, as though it were a
melodramatic tale written by a young and inexperienced writer, in which
the characters were overdrawn and untrue to life. The reading of the
tale left her with the impression that Roland Thorne was an unprincipled
weakling, Clementina Wing an hysterical little fool.
Presently she rose, rubbed her face hard with both hands, a proceeding
which had the effect of spreading the paint smudge into a bright gamboge
over her cheeks, pushed the easel aside, and, taking down “Tristram
Shandy” from her shelves, read the story of the King of Bohemia and his
Seven Castles, by way of a change of fiction, till her maid summoned her
to her solitary dinner.
Early the next morning, as soon as she had entered the studio and had
begun to set her palette, preparatory to the day’s work, Tommy Burgrave
appeared on the gallery, with a “Hullo, Clementina!” and ran down the
spiral staircase. Clementina paused with a paint tube in her hand.
“Look, my young friend, you don’t live here, you know,” she said coolly.
“I’ll clear out in half a second,” he replied, smiling. “I’m bringing
you news. You ought to be very grateful to me. I’ve got you a
commission.”
“Who’s the fool?” asked Clementina.