The solitary scholar found himself disastrously out of sympathy with it
all. He had planned to give himself a month’s holiday in London before
settling down, in some quiet and comfortable suburb, to the many years’
work that lay before him on the materials he had brought from China. He
had formed no intention whatever of cutting himself off from communion
with his fellow-men. Indeed, he meant, as soon as he could rid himself
of the complications of his assumed name, to proclaim himself
unobtrusively to the world as John Baltazar. Before coming finally to
this decision, however, he must learn what had become of his wife, as he
had no desire to play the disconcerting part of a tactless Enoch Arden.
His first step on arriving at London had been to institute, through a
firm of solicitors, discreet enquiries. He learned that his wife had
been dead for thirteen years. He was at liberty to become John Baltazar
again as soon as he liked. But in London, as James Burden, he stayed at
the Savoy Hotel, a bewildered and disillusioned spectator of the modern
world.
How did the catastrophe happen? Thinking over it, as he often thought
with shivers of disgust, in his moorland retreat, he could scarcely give
an answer. Only once, since his interview with the audacious Spooner,
had he given way to an overmastering impulse—and that was on his
journey out to Shanghai. Anti-climax, in the shape of sudden storm and
sea-sickness, cured him, and he vowed total abstinence all the time he
should be in China; and he kept his vow. Perhaps, here in London,
unaccustomed idleness and his disgust-filled loneliness drove him
gradually and insensibly to the consolation of alcohol. The odd drinks
during the day increased in number. He viewed a rosier London after a
quart of old Burgundy at dinner. To sit in a crowded cosmopolitan café
became his evening amusement, and the continuous consumption of brandies
and soda aided indulgent observation. He had given himself his month’s
holiday, and he meant to have it, no matter how joyless and
unsympathetic was the holiday atmosphere. Now and then, in these popular
resorts he picked casual acquaintanceship with a neighbour. He had the
gift of making his companion’s conversation intelligent and interesting.
On these occasions he drank less.