She crossed the room with her free step and sat near my chair.
"What shall I talk about?" she laughed.
"Leonard Boyce."
The laughter left her face and she gave me a swift glance.
"Majy dear, I'd rather not," she said with a little air of finality.
"I know that," said I. "I also know that in your eyes I am committing
an unwarrantable impertinence."
"Not at all," she replied politely. "You have the right to talk to me
for my good. It's impertinence in me not to wish to hear it."
"Betty dear," said I, "will you tell me what was the cause of your
estrangement?"
She stiffened. "No one has the right to ask me that."
"A man who loves you very, very dearly," said I, "will claim it. Was
the cause Althea Fenimore?"
She looked at me almost in frightened amazement.
"Is that mere guesswork?"
"No, dear," said I quietly.
"I thought no one knew--except one person. I was not even sure that
Leonard Boyce was aware that I knew."
Another bow at a venture. "That one person is Gedge."
"You're right. I suppose he has been talking," she said, greatly
agitated. "He has been putting it about all over the place. I've been
dreading it." Then she sprang to her feet and drew herself up and
snapped her fingers in an heroical way. "And if he has said that Althea
Fenimore drowned herself for love of Leonard Boyce, what is there in
it? After all, what has Leonard Boyce done that he can't be forgiven?
Men are men and women are women. We've tried for tens of thousands of
years to lay down hard and fast lines for the sexes to walk upon, and
we've failed miserably. Suppose Leonard Boyce did make love to Althea
Fenimore--trifle with her affections, in the old-fashioned phrase. What
then? I'm greatly to blame. It has only lately been brought home to me.
Instead of staying here while we were engaged, I would have my last
fling as an emancipated young woman in London. He consoled himself with
Althea. When she found he meant nothing, she threw herself into the
canal. It was dreadful. It was tragic. He went away and broke with me.
I didn't discover the reason till months afterwards. She drowned
herself for love of him, it's true. But what was his share in it that
he can't be forgiven for? Millions of men have been forgiven by women
for passing loves. Why not he? Why not a tremendous man like him? A man
who has paid every penalty for wrong, if wrong there was? Blind!"