She had struck gold. She knew it. Gold of a man's love. Gold of a man's
strength. Gold of a man's honour. Gold of a man's stainless past. Gold
of a man's radiant future. And though she wore the mocking face and
talked the mocking words of the woman who expected such a man to "eat
out of her hand," she knew that never out of her hand would he eat save
that which she should give him in honourable and wifely service. She
knew that. She was exquisitely anxious that I should know it too.
Floodgates of relief were expressed when she saw that I knew it. Not
that I, personally, counted a scrap. What she craved was a decent human
soul's justification of her doings. She craved recognition of her
action in casting away base metal forever and taking the pure gold to
her heart.
"Tell me that I am doing the right thing, dear," she said, "and
to-morrow I'll be the happiest woman in the world."
And I told her, in the most fervent manner in my power.
"You quite understand?" she said, standing up, looking very young and
princess-like, her white throat gleaming between her furs and up-turned
chin.
"You will find, my dear," said I, "that the significance of your Dead
March of a Marionette will increase every day of your married life."
She stiffened in a sudden stroke of passion, looking, for the instant,
electrically beautiful.
"I wish," she cried, "someone had written the Dead March of a Devil."
She bent down, kissed me, and went out in a whirr of furs and draperies.
Of course, all I could do was to scratch my thin iron-grey hair and
light a cigar and meditate in front of the fire. I knew all about
it--or at any rate I thought I did, which, as far as my meditation in
front of the fire is concerned, comes to the same thing.
Betty had cast out the base metal of her love for Leonard Boyce in
order to accept the pure gold of the love of Willie Connor. So she
thought, poor girl. She had been in love with Boyce. She had been
engaged to Boyce. Boyce, for some reason or the other, had turned her
down. Spretae injuria formae--she had cast Boyce aside. But for all her
splendid surrender of her womanhood to Willie Connor, for the sake of
her country, she still loved Leonard Boyce. Or, if she wasn't in love
with him, she couldn't get him out of her head or her senses. Something
like that, anyhow. I don't pretend to know exactly what goes on in the
soul or nature, or whatever it is, of a young girl, who has given her
heart to a man. I can only use the crude old phrase: she was still in
love (in some sort of fashion) with Leonard Boyce, and she was going to
marry, for the highest motives, somebody else.
"Confound the fellow," said I, with an irritable gesture and covered
myself with cigar ash.