Doggie wrinkled his forehead in his half-humorous way.
"I wish it would teach people not to call me by that silly name."
"I have always abominated it, as you may have observed," said Oliver.
"But in our present polite relations, old chap, what else is there?"
"You ought to know----"
Oliver stared at him. "You don't mean----?"
"Yes, I do."
"But you used to loathe it and I went on calling you 'Doggie' because
I knew you loathed it. I never dreamed of using it now."
"I can't help it," replied Doggie. "The name got into the army and has
stuck to me right through, and now those I love and trust most in the
world, and who love and trust me, call me 'Doggie,' and I don't seem
to be able to answer to any other name. So, although I'm only a Tommy
and you're a devil of a swell of a second-in-command, yet if you want
to be friendly--well----"
Oliver leaned forward quickly. "Of course I want to be friends,
Doggie, old chap. As for major and private--when you pass me in the
street you've dam well got to salute me, and that's all there is to
it--but otherwise it's all rot. And now we've got to the
heart-to-heart stage, don't you think you're a bit of a fool?"
"I know it," said Doggie cheerfully. "The army has drummed that into
me, at any rate."
"I mean in staying in the ranks. Why don't you apply for the Cadet
Corps and so get through to a commission again?"
Doggie's brow grew dark. "I had all that out with Peggy long ago--when
things were perhaps somewhat different with me. I was sore all over. I
dare say you can understand. But now there are other reasons, much
stronger reasons. The only real happiness I've had in my life has been
as a Tommy. I'm not talking through my hat. The only real friends I've
ever made in my life are Tommies. I've found real things as a Tommy
and I'm not going to start all over again to find them in another
capacity."
"You wouldn't have to start all over again," Oliver objected.
"Oh yes, I should. Don't run away with the idea that I've been turned
by a miracle into a brawny hero. I'm not anything of the sort. To have
to lead men into action would be a holy terror. The old dread of
seeking new paths still acts, you see. I'm the same Doggie that
wouldn't go out to Huaheine with you. Only now I'm a private and I'm
used to it. I love it and I'm not going to change to the end of the
whole gory business. Of course Peggy doesn't like it," he added after
a sip of wine. "But I can't help that. It's a matter of temperament
and conscience--in a way, a matter of honour."
"What has honour got to do with it?" asked Oliver.