"I'll try to explain. It's somehow this way. When I came to my senses
after being chucked for incompetence--that was the worst hell I ever
went through in my life--and I enlisted, I swore that I would stick it
as a Tommy without anybody's sympathy, least of all that of the folks
here. And then I swore I'd make good to myself as a Tommy. I was just
beginning to feel happier when that infernal Boche sniper knocked me
out for a time. So, Peggy or no Peggy, I'm going through with it. I
suppose I'm telling you all this because I should like you to know."
He passed his hand, in the familiar gesture, from back to front of his
short-cropped hair. Oliver smiled at the reminiscence of the old
disturbed Doggie; but he said very gravely:
"I'm glad you've told me, old man. I appreciate it very much. I've
been through the ranks myself and know what it is--the bad and the
good. Many a man has found his soul that way----"
"Good God!" cried Doggie, starting to his feet. "Do you say that too?"
"Who else said it?"
The quick question caused the blood to rush to Doggie's face. Oliver's
keen, half-mocking gaze held him. He cursed himself for an impulsive
idiot. The true answer to the question would be a confession of
Jeanne. The scene in the kitchen of Frelus swam before his eyes. He
dropped into his chair again with a laugh.
"Oh, some one out there--in another heart-to-heart talk. As a matter
of fact, I think I said it myself. It's odd you should have used the
same words. Anyhow, you're the only other person who has hit on the
truth as far as I'm concerned. Finding one's soul is a bit
high-falutin--but that's about the size of it."
"Peggy hasn't hit on the truth, then?" Oliver asked, with curious
earnestness, the shade of mockery gone.
"The war has scarcely touched her yet, you see," said Doggie. He rose,
shrinking from discussion. "Shall we go in?"
In the drawing-room they played bridge till the ladies' bedtime. The
Dean coming in, played the last rubber.
"I hope you'll be able to sleep in a common or garden bed, Marmaduke,"
said Peggy, and kissed him a perfunctory good night.
"I have heard," remarked the Dean, "that it takes quite a time to grow
accustomed to the little amenities of civilization."
"That's quite true, Uncle Edward," laughed Doggie. "I'm terrified at
the thought of the silk pyjamas Peddle has prescribed for me."
"Why?" Peggy asked bluntly.
Oliver interposed laughing, his hand on Doggie's shoulder.
"Tommy's accustomed to go to bed in his day-shirt."
"How perfectly disgusting!" cried Peggy, and swept from the room.
Oliver dropped his hand and looked somewhat abashed.
"I'm afraid I've been and gone and done it. I'm sorry. I'm still a
barbarian South Sea Islander."