Mrs. Gale had lingered for a year, and, close as their relations had
been all Olivia’s life, they grew infinitely closer during this period
of bereavement. It was only then that the mother gave delicate
expression to the nostalgia of half a lifetime, the longing for her own
kind, and the ways and thoughts and imponderable principles of her own
caste. And, imperceptibly, Olivia’s eyes were opened to the essential
differences between her mother and the social circle into which she had
married. Olivia, ever since her shrewd child’s mind began to appreciate
values, knew perfectly well that the Trivetts and the Gales were not
accounted as gentlefolk in the town. She early became aware of the
socially divided line across which she could not pass so as to enter
Blair Park, the high-class girls’ school on the hill, but narrowed her
to Landsdowne House, where the daughters of the tradespeople received
their education. And when the two crocodiles happened to pass each other
on country walks she hated the smug, stuckup Blair Park girls with their
pretty blue and white ribbons round their straw hats, and hated her red
ribbon with “LH” embroidered on it, as a badge of servitude. When she
grew up she accepted countless other social facts as immutable
conditions of existence. Mortals were divided by her unquestioning
father into three categories—“the swells,” “homely folk like
ourselves,” and “common people.” So long as each member of the three
sections knew his place and respected it, the world was as comfortable a
planet as sentient being could desire. That was one factor in his
worship of his wife: she had stepped from her higher plane to his and
had loyally, unmurmuringly identified herself with it. He had never a
notion, good man, of the shocks, the inner wounds, the instinctive
revolts, the longings that she hid behind her loving eyes. Nor had
Olivia; although as a schoolgirl she knew and felt proud that her mother
really belonged to Blair Park and not to Landsdowne House. As she grew
up, she realized her mother’s refining influence, and, as far as young
blood would allow, used her as a model of speech and manner. And during
the long invalid years, when she read aloud and discussed a wide range
of literature, she received unconsciously a sensitive education. But it
was only in this last poignant intimacy, when they were left starkly
alone together, that she sounded the depths of the loyal, loving, and
yet strangely suffering woman.