“Nonsense, my boy. I'm not a cripple that requires to be taken care of.
Grown up men can't be for ever hanging on to--I was going to say, to
each other's apron strings. London is your place. Perhaps after a time,
when I am dead and gone,--a man must die some day, you know,--you'll
like to come back to the old house and devote yourself entirely to
research and be independent of two guinea fees and that kind of thing.
That would be nice, wouldn't it, Ella?”
The girl's heart throbbed at the share implied, but a tenderer feeling
quieted it at once.
“It would be impossible without you, Uncle Matthew,” she said.
He rose with a laugh. “None of us are indispensable, not even the most
futile. I'm going to dress. You'll dine here, of course, Syl? And, Ella,
tell them to get up some of the '84' Pommery to drink good luck to Syl.”
He walked out of the room with the brisk air of a man thoroughly pleased
with life; but outside, in the passage, his face grew sad, and he
mounted the stairs to his dressing-room very slowly, holding on to the
balusters.
The younger folks remained for a while longer in the library. Sylvester
bent forward and broke a great lump of coal with the poker.
“I'm not fit to black his boots, you know, My companionship means much
more to him than Dorothy's does to me, and he gives it up without a
murmur.”
“And that settles the Dorothy question?” asked Ella, in the direct
manner that sometimes embarrassed him.
“Of course it settles it,” he cried warmly. “What a selfish beast you
must have thought me!”
“If you didn't love others so warmly, I shouldn't--”
She came to a dead stop because his eyes were full upon her.
“Well?”
“I shouldn't care for you so much.”
“Do you care very much for me?” he asked rather wistfully, and came to
where she was standing with one foot on the fender.
“You know I would do anything in the world you asked,” she answered in a
low voice.
“Some day I may claim your promise.”
“You know I always keep my promises,” she said.
The dressing bell clanged loudly through the house. Sylvester hurriedly
departed so as to dress in time for dinner. But Ella lingered by the
fire, the girl in her wondering whether she had said too much, and
the woman in her filled with a delicious pity for the strong-brained,
deep-natured man who seemed dumbly to be holding out his hands for her
love. She gave it generously and gratefully. Compared with him, all
other men seemed of small account, and in her aunt Lady Milmo's house,
where most of her life was spent, she had seen all the sorts and
conditions of males that a well-to-do collector of minor celebrities can
gather around her in London. But to her direct mind the truest men of
her acquaintance were Matthew Lanyon, her former guardian, whose title
of uncle was purely one of courtesy, and Sylvester, with whom the old
quasi-cousinly relations were being transmuted into sweeter ties.
CHAPTER II--THE SHADOW IN A LIFE