But when the news came that her mother was dead and laid to rest, and
she had recovered from the first overwhelming shock, she dropped all
outer trappings of manner and became once more the old Félise. Madame
Chauvet, knowing nothing of the dream-mother, offered her unintelligent
consolation. She turned instinctively to Martin, in whom she had
confided. Martin was moved by her grief and did his best to sympathise;
but he wished whole-heartedly that Bigourdin had not told him the
embarrassing truth. Here was the poor girl weeping her eyes out over a
dead angel whom he knew to be nothing of the kind. He upbraided himself
for a sacrilegious hypocrite when he suggested that they would meet in
Heaven. She withdrew, however, apparently consoled.
A few hours later, she came to him again—in the vestibule. She had
dried her eyes and she wore the air of one who has accepted sorrow and
bravely faced an unalterable situation. She showed also a puzzled little
knitting of the brows.
“Tell me truly, Martin,” she said. “Did my uncle, before he left, give
you the real reason of his going to Paris?”
Challenged, Martin could not lie. “Yes. Your mother was very ill. But he
commanded me not to tell you, in order to save you suffering. He didn’t
know. She might recover, in which case all would have been well.”
“So you, too, were dragged into this strange plot, to keep me away from
my mother.”
“I’ve never heard of one, Félise,” answered Martin, this time with
conscience-smiting mendacity, “and my part has been quite innocent.”
“There has been a plot of some kind,” said Félise, breaking into the
more familiar French. “My uncle, my father, my Aunt Clothilde have been
in it. And now you—under my uncle’s orders. There has been a mystery
about my mother which I have never been able to understand—like the
mystery of the Trinity or the Holy Sacraments. And to-day I understand
still less. I have not seen my mother since I was five years old. She
has not written to me for many years, although I have written regularly.
Did she get my letters? These are questions I have been asking myself
the last few hours. Why did my father not allow me to see her in the
hospital in Paris? Why did my Aunt Clothilde always turn the mention of
her name aside and would tell me nothing about her? And now, when she
died, why did they not telegraph for me to go to Paris, so as to look
for one last time on her face? They knew all that was in my heart. What
have they all been hiding from me?”
“My poor Félise,” said Martin, “how can I tell?”
And how could he, seeing that he was bound in honour to keep her in
ignorance?
“Sometimes I think she may have had some dreadful disease that ravaged
her dear features, and they wished to spare me the knowledge. But my
father has always drawn me the picture of her lying beautiful as she
always was upon the bed she could not leave.”
“Whatever it was,” said Martin, “you may be sure that those who love you
acted for the best.”