“That is all very well for a child; but not for a grown woman. And it is
not as though I have not shown myself capable of serious
responsibilities. It is heart-rending,” she added after a little pause,
“to look into the eyes of those one loves and see in them something
hidden.”
Sitting there sideways on the couch by Martin’s side, her girlish figure
bent forward and her hands nervously clasped on her knee, the oval of
her pretty face lengthened despondently, her dark eyes fixed upon him in
reproachful appeal, she looked at once so pathetic and so winning that
for the moment he forgot the glory of Lucilla and longed to comfort her.
He laid his hand on her white knuckles.
“I would give anything,” said he——
She loosened her clasp, thus eluding his touch, and moved a little
aside. Madame Chauvet appeared from the kitchen passage, bearing a
steaming cup.
“_Ma pauvre petite_,” she said, “I have brought you a cup of camomile
tea. Drink it. It calms the nerves.”
Martin rose and the good lady took his seat and discoursed picturesquely
upon her mother’s last illness, death and funeral, until Félise,
notwithstanding the calming properties of the camomile tea, burst into
tears and fled to her room.
“Poor little girl,” said Madame Chauvet, sympathetically. “I cried just
like that. I remember it as if it were yesterday.”
The next day Bigourdin returned. He walked about expanding his chest
with great draughts of air like the good provincial who had suffocated
in the capital. He railed at the atmosphere, the fever, the
cold-heartedness of Paris.
“One is much better here,” said he. “And we have made much further
progress in civilisation. Even the Hôtel de la Dordogne has not yet a
bathroom.”
He was closeted long with Félise, and afterwards came to Martin, great
wrinkles of perturbation marking his forehead.
“She has been asking me questions which it has taken all my tact and
diplomacy to answer. _Mon Dieu, que j’ai menti!_ But I have convinced
her that all we have done with regard to her mother has been right. I
will tell you what I have said.”
“You had better not,” replied Martin, anxious to have no more
embarrassing confidences; “the less I know, the simpler it is for me to
plead ignorance when Félise questions me—not to say the more truthful.”
“You are right,” said Bigourdin. “_Magna est veritas et prœvalebit._”
And as Martin, not catching the phrase as pronounced in continental
fashion, looked puzzled, he repeated it. “It’s Latin,” he added. “Why
should I not quote it? I have received a good education.”