“Perhaps not quite,” she replied softly, and the pain through his heart
ceased and he held up his head and laughed, and then bent it towards her
and asked forgiveness.
“If I didn’t forgive you, I suppose you’d be miserable?”
“Abjectly wretched,” he declared.
“That wouldn’t be a fit frame of mind for a six-hour stifling and dusty
railway journey. So let us be happy while we can.”
At Assouan they went to the hotel on the little green island in the
middle of the Nile. In the hope of her redeeming a half promise of early
descent before dinner, he dressed betimes and waited in the long lounge,
his eyes on the lift. She appeared at last, fresh, radiant, as though
she had stepped out of the dawn. She sat beside him with an adorable
suggestion of intimacy.
“Martin,” she said, “I want you to make me a promise, will you?”
His eyes on hers, he promised blindly.
“Promise me to be good while we’re here.”
“Good?” he queried.
“Yes. Don’t you know what ‘good’ means? It means not to be tempestuous
or foolish or inquisitive.”
“I see,” said Martin, with a frown between his brows. “I mustn’t”—he
hesitated—“I mustn’t do what I did the other night, and I mustn’t say
that all my universe, earth and sun and moon and stars are packed in
this”—his fingers met the drapery of her bodice in a fugitive, delicate
touch—“and I mustn’t ask you any questions about what you may be
thinking.”
There was a new tone in his voice, a new expression in his eyes and
about the corners of his lips, all of which she was quick to note. She
cast him a swift glance of apprehension, and her smile faded.
“You set out the position with startling concreteness.”
“I do,” said he. “Up to a couple of days ago I worshipped you as a
divine abstraction. The night before last, things, to use your words,
became startlingly concrete. You are none the less wonderful and
adorable, but you have become the concrete woman of flesh and blood I
want and would sell my soul for.”
She glanced at him again, anxiously, furtively, half afraid. In such
terms do none but masterful men speak to women; men who from experience
of a deceitful sex know how to tear away ridiculous veils; or else men
who, having no knowledge of woman whatever, suddenly awaken with
primitive brutality to the sex instinct. Her subtle brain worked out the
rapid solution. Her charming idea of making a man of Martin had
succeeded beyond her most romantic expectations. She realised that
facing him dry and cold, as she was doing now, would only develop a
dramatic situation which would be cut uncomfortably short by the first
careless friend who stepped out of the lift. She temporised, summoning
the smile to her eyes.
“Anyway, you’ve promised.”
“I have,” said Martin.
“You see, you can’t stand with a pistol at my head whenever we meet
alone. You must give me time.”
“To forget?”
“To make up my mind whether to forget or remember,” she declared
radiantly. “Now what more do you want an embarrassed woman to say?”