Swiftly she had reassumed command. Martin yielded happily. “If it isn’t
all I want,” said he, “it’s much more than I dared claim.”
She rose and he rose too. She passed her hand through his arm. “Come and
see whether anybody has had the common sense to reserve a table for
dinner.”
Thus during her royal pleasure, their semi-loverlike relations were
established; rather perhaps were they nicely balanced on a knife-edge,
the equilibrium dependent on her skill. As at Luxor, so at Assouan did
they the things that those who go to Assouan do. They lounged about the
hotel garden. They took the motor ferry to the little town on the
mainland and wandered about the tiny bazaar. They sailed on the Nile.
They went to the merriest race meetings in heathendom, where you can
back your fancy in camel, donkey or buffalo for a shilling upwards at
the state _pari-mutuel_. They made an expedition to the Dam. The main
occupation, as it is that of most who go to Assouan, was not to pass the
time, but to sit in the sun and let the time pass. A golden fortnight or
so slipped by. Martin lived as freely in his goddess’s company as he had
done at Cairo or Luxor. She had ordained a period of probation. All his
delicacy of sentiment proclaimed her justified. She comported herself as
the most gracious of divinities, and the most warmly sympathetic of
human women, leading him by all the delicate devices known to Olympus
and Clapham Common, to lay bare to her his inmost soul. He told her all
that he had to tell: much that he had told already: his childhood in
Switzerland, his broken Cambridge career, his life at Margett’s
Universal College, his adventures with Corinna, his waiterdom at
Brantôme, his relations with Fortinbras, Bigourdin, Félise. The only
thing in his simple past that he hid was his knowledge of the tragedy in
the life of Fortinbras. “And then you came,” said he, “and touched my
dull earth, and turned it into a New Jerusalem of ‘pure gold like unto
clear glass.’” And he told her of his consultation with the Dealer in
Happiness, and his journey to London and his meeting with Corinna in the
flimsy flat. It seemed to him that she had the divine power of taking
his heart in her blue-veined hands and making it speak like that of a
child. For everything in the world for which that heart had longed she
had the genius to create expression.
In spite of all the delicious intimacy of such revelation he observed
his compact loyally. For the quivering moment it was enough that she
knew and accepted his love; it was enough to realise that when she
smiled on him, she must remember unresentfully the few holy seconds of
his embrace. And yet, when alone with her, in the moonlit garden, so
near that accidental touch of arm or swinging touch of skirt or other
delicate physical sense of her, was an essential part of their
intercourse, he wondered whether she had a notion of the madness that
surged in his blood, of the tensity of the grip in which he held
himself.