Fortinbras waved adieu. Martin lit a cigarette and sat in a far corner
of the verandah. The westering sun beat heavily on the striped awning.
Further along, by the door, a small group of visitors were gathered
round an Indian juggler. For the first time, almost, since his landing
in Egypt, he permitted himself to think. A Soldier of Fortune. The words
conveyed sinister significance: a predatory swash-buckler in search of
any fortune to his hand: Lucilla’s fortune. Hitherto he had blinded
himself to sordid considerations. He had dived, figuratively speaking,
into his bag of sovereigns, as into a purse of Fortunatus. The magic of
destiny would provide for his material wants. What to him, soul-centred
on the ineffable woman, were such unimportant and mean preoccupations?
He had lived in his dream. He had lived in his intoxication. He had
lived of late in the splendour of a seismic moment. And now, crash! he
came to earth. A Soldier of Fortune. An adventurer. A swindler. The
brutal commonsense aspect grinned in his face. On ship-board Fortinbras
had warned him that he was an adventurer. He had not heeded. . . . He
was a Soldier of Fortune. He must strike the iron while it was hot. That
was what Fortinbras meant. He must secure the heiress. He hated
Fortinbras. The sudden realisation of his position devastated his soul.
And yet he loved her. He desired her as he had not dreamed it to be in a
man’s power to desire.
At last his glance rested on the little crowd around the Indian juggler;
and then suddenly he became aware of her flashing like a dove among
crows. Her lips and eyes were filled with a child’s laughter at the
foolish conjuring. When the trick was over she turned and, seeing him,
smiled. He beckoned. She complied, with the afterglow of amusement on
her face; but when she came near him her expression changed.
“Why, what’s the matter?” she asked.
He pushed a chair for her. They sat.
“I must speak to you, once and for all,” he said.
“Don’t you think it’s rather public?”
“The Indian is going,” he replied, with an indicating gesture, “and the
people too. It’s too hot for them to sit out here.”
“Then what about me?” she asked.
He sprang to his feet with an apology. She laughed.
“Never mind. We are as well here as anywhere. Sit down. Now, why this
sudden tragic resolution?”
“An accidental word from Fortinbras. He called me a Soldier of Fortune.
The term isn’t pretty. You are a woman of great wealth. I am a man
practically penniless. I have no position, no profession. I am what the
world calls an adventurer.”
She protested. “That’s nonsense. You have been absolutely honest with me
from first to last.”’
“Honest in so far as I’ve not concealed my material situation. But
honourable? . . . If you had known in Brantôme that I had already dared
to love you, would you have suggested my coming to Egypt?”