The Emperor Marcus Aurelius : $b A study in ideals — Marcus Aurelius — John Shaqi
The Emperor Marcus Aurelius : $b A study in ideals
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The Emperor went through a ceremony at this time which must have
been no less revolting to him than it is to us. This was the ancient
ceremony of the casting of the dart, a ceremony almost as old as Rome
itself. The Emperor went in procession to the temple of Bellona,
surrounded by a mob of fanatics, who cut into their living flesh with
knives and whips and then lapped the streaming blood--to honour and
placate their Goddess of War! Arrived at the Temple he hurled the dart
towards the North--where his enemies were already pressing his armies
hard.
When he had done all that he considered necessary to appease the gods
or to soothe the superstitious fears of his subjects, Marcus at length
set out for the scene of war in A.D. 178. Of this war very little is
known. The dream of Augustus and many of the other Emperors, given up
as hopeless by them--the extension of the Roman frontier to the Elbe
and the consolidation of Roman power in the North--was almost realised.
But the Dark Shadow which had crossed Marcus’ path so often before drew
nigh once more and for the last time. On the eve of a great and, it
would seem, a final conquest, illness and death conquered the Conqueror.
It was in the spring of A.D. 180 that the plague which had taken
off half the population of the Empire came to claim the life of the
Emperor. He fell ill, probably at Vienna, on the 10th of March. His
constitution had never been robust and the hardships of the last years
had still further weakened it. Hence he recognised immediately that
this illness was to be unto death; and is said to have at once welcomed
its approach. Continual disappointment had killed all hope within him,
and with hope the pain of hope unfulfilled; and so he had no regrets
now that that strange spirit which had ever dogged him once more passed
by at midnight over the dreary northern plains and entering into his
tent dashed the cup of victory from his lips. He asked Commodus as a
last request to complete the war and then prepared for the end. For
seven days the illness lasted. On the sixth he bade farewell to his
friends. He spoke to them of the vanity of life and the easiness of
death; commended to them the interests of the State and Commodus, “if
he should prove worthy”; and all this with a great calm. On the seventh
day he would see nobody except Commodus, and him only for a short time,
with a last despairing hope perhaps of inspiring at least one noble
sentiment into that monster of brutality. Then he seemed to sleep; and
his sleep deepened into death.
It was a death free from pomp, lonely and detached as his life had
been. But death, in whatever form it came, seems to have had no terrors
for him. He had often faced the thought of it and always to persuade
himself that in it there was nothing to fear, but perhaps much to hope
for.