Leaves, also, are thy children; and leaves, too, are they who cry out
as if they were worthy of credit and bestow their praise, or on the
contrary curse, or secretly blame and sneer; and leaves, in like
manner, are those who shall receive and transmit a man’s fame to
after-times. For all such things as these “are produced in the season
of spring,” as the poet says; then the wind casts them down; then the
forest produces other leaves in their places. But a brief existence is
common to all things, and yet thou avoidest and pursuest all things as
if they would be eternal. A little time, and thou shalt close thy eyes;
and him who has attended thee to thy grave another will soon lament.
35. The healthy eye ought to see all visible things and not to say, I
wish for green things; for this is the condition of a diseased eye. And
the healthy hearing and smelling ought to be ready to perceive all that
can be heard and smelled. And the healthy stomach ought to be with
respect to all food just as the mill with respect to all things which
it is formed to grind. And accordingly the healthy understanding ought
to be prepared for everything which happens; but that which says, Let
my dear children live, and let all men praise whatever I may do, is an
eye which seeks for green things, or teeth which seek for soft things.
36. There is no man so fortunate that there shall not be by him when he
is dying some who are pleased with what is going to happen. Suppose
that he was a good and wise man, will there not be at last some one to
say to himself, Let us at last breathe freely, being relieved from this
schoolmaster? It is true that he was harsh to none of us, but I
perceived that he tacitly condemns us.—This is what is said of a good
man. But in our own case how many other things are there for which
there are many who wish to get rid of us. Thou wilt consider this,
then, when thou art dying, and thou wilt depart more contentedly by
reflecting thus: I am going away from such a life, in which even my
associates in behalf of whom I have striven so much, prayed, and cared,
themselves wish me to depart, hoping perchance to get some little
advantage by it. Why then should a man cling to a longer stay here? Do
not however for this reason go away less kindly disposed to them, but
preserving thy own character, and friendly and benevolent and mild, and
on the other hand not as if thou wast torn away; but as when a man dies
a quiet death, the poor soul is easily separated from the body, such
also ought thy departure from men to be, for nature united thee to them
and associated thee. But does she now dissolve the union? Well, I am
separated as from kinsmen, not however dragged resisting, but without
compulsion; for this, too, is one of the things according to nature.
37. Accustom thyself as much as possible on the occasion of anything
being done by any person to inquire with thyself, For what object is
this man doing this? But begin with thyself, and examine thyself first.