A Millionaire of Rough-and-Ready — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
A Millionaire of Rough-and-Ready
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Here was the opportunity to tell him all, and vindicate the justice of
his theories! But he shrank from it again; and now, adding to the
confusion, was a singular sense of dread at the mental labor of
explanation. He only smiled painfully, and began to move away. "Look
you!" said Masters, peremptorily, "ye want about three fingers of
straight whiskey to set you right, and you've got to take it with me.
D--n it, man, it may be the last drink we take together! Don't look so
skeered! I mean--I made up my mind about ten minutes ago to cut the
whole d--d thing, and light out for fresh diggings. I'm sick of
getting only grub wages out o' this bill. So that's what I mean by
saying it's the last drink you and me'll take together. You know my
ways: sayin' and doin' with me's the same thing."
It was true. Slinn had often envied Masters' promptness of decision
and resolution. But he only looked at the grim face of his
interlocutor with a feeble sense of relief. He was GOING. And he,
Slinn, would not have to explain anything!
He murmured something about having to go over to the settlement on
business. He dreaded lest Masters should insist upon going into the
tunnel.
"I suppose you want to mail that letter," said Masters, drily. "The
mail don't go till to-morrow, so you've got time to finish it, and put
it in an envelope."
Following the direction of Masters' eyes, Slinn looked down and saw, to
his utter surprise, that he was holding an unfinished pencilled note in
his hand. How it came there, when he had written it, he could not
tell; he dimly remembered that one of his first impulses was to write
to his wife, but that he had already done so he had forgotten. He
hastily concealed the note in his breast-pocket, with a vacant smile.
Masters eyed him half contemptuously, half compassionately.
"Don't forget yourself and drop it in some hollow tree for a
letter-box," he said. "Well--so long!--since you won't drink. Take
care of yourself," and, turning on his heel, Masters walked away.
Slinn watched him as he crossed over to his abandoned claim, saw him
gather his few mining utensils, strap his blanket over his back, lift
his hat on his long-handled shovel as a token of farewell, and then
stride light-heartedly over the ridge.