A Mountain Boyhood — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
A Mountain Boyhood
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My outfit consisted of an old, ragged tent, a little food, a camera
that had been through a fire and leaked light badly, a knife, an ax, a
six-shooter, and an old rifle that had been traded about among the
early settlers and had known many owners. In addition I had bought six
double-spring steel traps sufficiently large to hold beaver, coyotes or
wolves. The pair of ragged blankets that had served me on my short
trips about the region had been reinforced with an old quilt, faded and
patched, but sweet and clean.
All this duffle I packed upon a "return" horse, lent me by the Parson,
one that would return home as soon as it was let loose.
The Parson chuckled at the appearance of my pack, even the horse turned
his head inquiringly, but I was too excited to mind their insinuations.
As the sun topped the mountains, I led the horse slowly down the old
tollroad toward a game trail, and swung up in the direction of Wild
Basin.
Deer tracks showed in the old road and in the game trails; I also
recognized coyote tracks, and puzzled over strange tracks which I could
not make out. The small streams I crossed had many deep pools where
trout were collecting for the winter. I tossed stones into them and
the fish, like rainbow darts, dashed for shelter beneath the rocks.
Hourly my excitement grew--a million plans ran through my head. I
would become a mighty hunter and make a fortune trapping; I would turn
prospector and locate a mine: Father and Mother would yet have the gold
of which they were thwarted.
The second evening brought me into such rough country that going
farther with the horse was next to impossible. With excited hands I
unpacked, bade the beast good-by, and started him toward home on the
back trail. He trotted off, neighing eagerly.
Save for the rumble of the river deep down in its cañon, the great
basin was voiceless. The forest showed no signs of man. Above and
beyond rose a circle of snow-capped peaks. I paused in awe; the world
was bigger than I had dreamed. I was a boy without a woodsman's
skill--a boy alone in the heart of an overwhelming silence. I turned,
with a pang of homesickness, just in time to see the return horse
disappear. Whistling loudly, I set about making camp. It should be my
headquarters, from which I could explore in all directions, returning
as often as necessary for supplies.
A lake with sandy shores lapped in and out among immense bowlders. On
the west side a cliff rose straight from the water. At the upper edge
a small cataract came leaping down the ledges and plunged noisily into
the pool that overflowed into the lake. Above the water was a grove of
Engelmann spruces, giant trees that rose straight for more than a
hundred feet. I pitched my tent in a small open glade, but had trouble
getting down the stakes, for everywhere was granite. The first test of
my resourcefulness had come--I met it by piling stones around the tent
stakes, bracing them taut for the ropes.