A Mountain Boyhood — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
A Mountain Boyhood
John Stuart Mill · en
I was aiming at a charging grizzly, when there came a swishing, banging
crash! I sat up, half awake. The tent flapped wildly, lifting clear
of the ground. My stone cairns had been jerked down by the repeated
yanks of the stake ropes. A stronger gust, the tent went down, or
rather up, and vanished into the night. The spruce tree, which was my
tent pole, struck me on the head. I sat dazed. Gradually it came to
me that my clothes, as well as my tent, were gone. I realized, too,
that I had pitched camp on the wrong side of the little stream, for the
mischievous gusts, saturated with water from the falls, spat upon me
and soaked my blankets. I managed to strike a match, but the wind
snuffed it out instantly. I tried again and again to make a
light--with no success. I crawled dazedly about--I struggled
upright--my toe caught beneath a rock, and I pitched headlong. That
hour of darkness taught me never to venture about blindly.
The night was unbelievably cold. During the day, while the sun had
shone brightly, the temperature had been very comfortable, even warm.
But now, with wind blasts from the snow-fields and glaciers and
waterfall, I was chilled through and through. As I felt about for my
vanished clothes, my teeth chattered. Soon I gave up the search and
sought shelter in the spruces; I found a leaning slab of rock and crept
beneath it as a wild animal would have done. Through the remaining
hours of the night I shivered and shook there; my imagination dulled,
my ambition dampened. I decided to break camp as soon as it was light.
But it is marvelous what sunshine will do. When at last the tardy sun
came up, and the wind died down and I had recovered my clothes and
warmed myself at a leaping fire, my heart too leaped up with renewed
courage. All was serene. It seemed impossible that I could have been
so miserable in the night.
As soon as I had eaten I dragged the tent back among the spruces where
I set it up and anchored it securely. Lesson Number One had sunk in.
It would not need repeating.
When camp was at last secure, I climbed slowly to the ridge top above.
Its crest was above timberline. On all sides rose lofty mountains,
many of them patched with snowbanks. Deep cañons cut sharply between
the ridges and shoulders. Ice fields indicated possible glaciers. I
wanted to explore everything at once; wanted to climb the peaks, and
delve into the cañons; hunt out the game and explore the glaciers.