A Mountain Boyhood — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
A Mountain Boyhood
John Stuart Mill · en
Father told me that the early settlers did not like a region after it
got "settled up." He laughed heartily when he said this. It is quite
true nevertheless; as soon as a region became "settled up," the
pioneers were ready to push on again into the unknown. They loved the
frontier--it held adventure, hazard always, mystery, ofttimes, romance,
life. They moved ahead of and beyond civilization--even the long arm
of the law did not penetrate their wilderness fastnesses. Their
experience--so numerous books cannot hold them all--have become history.
It is not strange that my parents welcomed the gold rush of '59. It
called them once more into the farther wilderness, the vaster unknown.
When news of the finding of gold in the Rockies came across the plains,
legions of adventurers trailed westward. The few roads that led across
the rolling prairies to the Rockies were soon deep-cut. Wagons trains
strung out across the treeless land like huge, creeping serpents moving
lazily in the sun. Joyfully the adventurers went--happy, courageous.
They were the vanguards of civilization, pushing ever to the West.
To my lifelong regret, my boyhood came after the gold rushes were over;
the buffalo bands had passed for the last time; the Indian fighting
ended. However, these exciting events were still fresh in the memory
of my parents. When neighbors came to visit us, long hours were spent
in talking over and comparing experiences. I thrilled as my father
told of climbing Long's Peak, the eastern sentinel of the Rockies--of
Estes Park, teeming with trout and game. I thought then that I had
been born too late--that all the big things in the world were past
history. I feared then that even the Rockies would lose their wildness
before I could explore them.
Within sight and sound of the farm where I was born, a number of Civil
War skirmishes took place. The eastern Kansas border during the trying
time of the early sixties was perhaps the worst place in all the world
to live. Raiding parties plundered on both sides of the
Kansas-Missouri line. My mother watched the battle of Mine Creek from
the dooryard; saw the soldiers streaming by, and prayed fervently as
the tide of battle swayed back and forth. My father was fighting in
that battle. These frontier conflicts were still the favorite topics
of conversation at neighborhood gatherings when I was a little boy. I
listened breathlessly to them and lived them over in my imagination.
Of all the tales recounted around our fire, I loved that of the gold
rush of '59 best--my father and mother had participated in it--and I'm
sure that story moved me most of all to obey Horace Greeley's
injunction.