A Mountain Boyhood — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
A Mountain Boyhood
John Stuart Mill · en
The next day, after surveying the mountainside to make sure that no
bears were lurking there, I went back up and recovered the rifle. The
sand beneath the shelving rock where I had seen the second bear was
disturbed. Claws had rasped it sharply. It appeared as though this
bear had been startled suddenly; had wheeled about and fled for its
life in the opposite direction to that I had taken. The tracks were
small, too, apparently those of a cub. This was my first hear
experience. I had yet to learn that bear are as harmless as deer or
mountain sheep; they attend strictly to their own business, and they
never come near man except through accident. At that time, though, I
was willing to give all bears the benefit of the doubt--and the right
of way.
While further exploring the ridge above the camp I came upon an old
abandoned tunnel with its dump concealed among the trees below
timberline. The entrance to the tunnel had been timbered to prevent
its caving. There was nothing in its appearance to tell how long it
had been abandoned. Beside the dump was a small selected pile of ore.
This I gloated over happily, mistaking mingled stains and colors for
pure sold. But if it was a gold mine, why had the owners departed--and
why had they left rich ore? These and, other questions unanswered,
left me with an uneasy feeling. I wondered if a tragedy had happened
here, so many miles from civilization. With a torch of small twigs I
ventured into the dark hole running straight back beneath the cliff. A
short distance inside the tunnel I stopped uneasily. The silence was
intense. The twig torch fluttered faintly and went out. The darkness
was black beyond belief. Without delay I felt my way out into the
sunshine, leaving further exploration for another day.
For weeks I roamed the forest, circled the scattered lakes, climbed to
the jagged tops of high-flung peaks; and daily, almost, had new and
strange experiences. Everything was intensely interesting, and all was
fairyland. Many times I was torn between timidity and curiosity.
Though I often carried the huge old rifle with deadly intent, I failed
to bring down any big game. Invariably when I had a good chance, my
gun would be at camp.
Before breakfast one morning I made an excursion to a promontory to
watch the sunrise. Deep down in the cañons below, darkness still
lingered. Slowly the world emerged from the shadows like a
photographic plate developing and disclosing its images in the
darkroom. Beyond the promontory a great spire lifted high above the
cañon; I climbed to its top. Above the spire was a higher crag. Again
I climbed up. Up and up I climbed until almost noon. Each new vantage
point revealed new glory; every successive outpost lured me on.