Snow swirled down the cliffs, plastering rocks and ledges until both
footholds and handholds were hidden. Still I had to go down, there was
nothing else to do. The hardy sheep, with their heavy coats, could
wait out the storm. But night, with numbing cold, and treacherous
darkness in which I'd dare not move, would soon o'ertake and vanquish
me.
For an hour the ledges provided footing. By turning about, twisting
and doubling, there was always a way down. Of a sudden the clouds
parted; a long bar of sunshine touched the green forest far below me,
focused for a moment upon a single treetop, then vanished as though the
shutter of a celestial camera has snapped shut.
At last I came to a ledge beneath which the sheer cliff dropped away
into unfathomable snowy depths. After short excursions to right and
left I discovered that a section of the cliff had split off and dropped
into the cañon, leaving only sheer rock walls that offered nothing in
the way of footholds. Irresolutely, I faced back the way I had come.
Overhead the wind roared deafeningly; the snow came piling down. No
hope of retracing my steps. I was tired; that upward climb would be
slow and tortuous, would require great strength and endurance. I faced
about and began a thorough, desperate search for a downward route. I
stood marooned in the cañon wall shaped like a crude horseshoe. At its
toe water had leaped down and eroded a slight groove in the solid rock.
This was my only chance. It was not inviting, but I had no
alternative. It led me down a hundred feet, then tightened into a sort
of chimney. Just below I could see the swaying top of a big tree.
Firewood must be near at hand! Wider ledges must lay close beneath!
Fifty feet down the chimney, just as it deepened into a comfortable
groove with rough, gripable sides, I came to a sudden halt, for the
rock was broken away; the cleft bottom of the chute overhung the cliff
below. Sweat streamed down my face, in spite of the cold wind.
Visions of a leaping campfire died out of my mind.
The Engelmann spruce swayed toward me encouragingly, as though offering
to help me down. But its top was many feet from the wall. There was
an abandoned bird's nest in it; a little below that was a dead limb
with a woodpecker's incision at its base. By leaning out I could see,
a hundred feet or more below the bottom of the swaying tree.
In my extremity I shouted, even as I had done in the glacier crevasse,
though there was no one to hear. The echo came back sharply. "There
must be another wall angling this one," I thought.
"It's got to be done, there's no other way." I spoke the words out
loud to boost my courage.
The tip of the old spruce rose to almost my level; but there was that
intervening gulf between it and the rock on which I stood. How wide
was that gulf, I wondered. Five feet? Ten? Too far!