A Strange Manuscript Found in a Copper Cylinder — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
A Strange Manuscript Found in a Copper Cylinder
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Almah was always absent for several hours after I rose in the morning,
and when she made her appearance it was with the face and manner of
one who had returned from some unpleasant task. It always took some
time for her to regain that cheerfulness which she usually showed. I
soon felt a deep curiosity to learn the nature of her employment and
office here, and as my knowledge of the language increased I began
to question her. My first attempts were vain. She looked at me with
indescribable mournfulness and shook her head. This, however, only
confirmed me in my suspicions that her duties, whatever they might be,
were of a painful nature; so I urged her to tell me, and asked her as
well as I could if I might not share them or help her in some way. To
all this, however, she only returned sighs and mournful looks for an
answer. It seemed to me, from her manner and from the general behavior
of the people, that there was no express prohibition on my learning
anything, doing anything, or going anywhere; and so, after this, I
besought her to let me accompany her some time. But this too she
refused. My requests were often made, and as I learned more and more
of the language I was able to make them with more earnestness and
effect, until at length I succeeded in overcoming her objections.
"It is for your own sake," said she, "that I have refused, Atam-or. I
do not wish to lessen your happiness. But you must know all soon; and
so, if you wish to come with me and see what I have to do, why, you
may come the next jom."
This meant the next day, jom being the division of time corresponding
with our day. At this promise I was so full of gratitude that I forgot
all about the dark suggestiveness of her words. The next jom I arose
sooner than usual and went forth. I found Almah waiting for me. She
looked troubled, and greeted me with a mournful smile.
"You will find pain in this," said she; "but you wish it, and if you
still wish it, why, I will take you with me."
At this I only persisted the more, and so we set forth. We went
through the cavern passages. Few people were there; all seemed asleep.
Then we went out-of-doors and came into the full blaze of that day
which here knew no night, but prolonged itself into months. For a
while Almah stood looking forth between the trees to where the bright
sunlight sparkled on the sea, and then with a sigh she turned to
the left. I followed. On coming to the next portal she went in. I
followed, and found myself in a rough cavern, dark and forbidding.
Traversing this we came to an inner doorway, closed with a heavy mat.
This she raised, and passed through, while I went in after her.