In the midst of my own anxiety I was surprised to find that the whole
community was most profoundly agitated. Among all classes there seemed
to be but one thought--her illness. I could overhear them talking I
could see them wait outside to hear about her. It seemed to be the one
subject of interest, beside which all others were forgotten. The Kohen
was absorbed in her case; all the physicians of the city were more or
less engaged in her behalf; and there came forward as volunteers every
woman in the place who had any knowledge of sick-duties. I was
somewhat perplexed, however, at their manner. They were certainly
agitated and intensely interested, yet not exactly sad. Indeed, from
what I heard it seemed as though this strange people regarded sickness
as rather a blessing than otherwise. This, however, did not interfere
in the slightest degree with the most intense interest in her, and the
most assiduous attention. The Kohen in particular was devoted to her.
He was absent-minded, silent, and full of care. On the whole, I felt
more than ever puzzled, and less able than ever to understand these
people. I loved them, yet loathed them; for the Kohen I had at once
affection and horror. He looked like an anxious father, full of
tenderest love for a sick child--full also of delicate sympathy with
me; and yet I knew all the time that he was quite capable of plunging
the sacrificial knife in Almah's heart and of eating her afterward.
But my own thoughts were all of Almah. I learned how dear she was.
With her the brightness of life had passed; without her existence
would be intolerable. Her sweet voice, her tender and gracious manner,
her soft touch, her tender, affectionate smile, her mournful yet
trustful look--oh, heavens! would all these be mine no more? I could
not endure the thought. At first I wandered about, seeking rest and
finding none; and at length I sat in my own room, and passed the time
in listening, in questioning the attendants, in wondering what I
should do if she should be taken from me.
At length on one blessed jom, the Kohen came to me with a bright
smile.
"Our darling Almah is better," said he. "Eat, I beseech you. She is
very dear to all of us, and we have all felt for her and for you. But
now all danger is past. The physicians say that she will soon be
well." There were tears in his eyes as he spoke. It may have been
caused by the bright light, but I attributed this to his loving heart,
and I forgot that he was a cannibal. I took his hands in mine and
pressed them in deep emotion. He looked at me with a sweet and gentle
smile.
"I see it all," said he, in a low voice--"you love her, Atam-or."
I pressed his hands harder, but said nothing. Indeed, I could not
trust myself to speak.