Adrift on the Amazon — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Adrift on the Amazon
John Stuart Mill · en
The negotiations proceeded smoothly as before until it became necessary
to disclose his destination. Then the Brazilian absolutely refused to go
any further with the matter. Nor could he be swayed from his
determination. He would go anywhere, even to Santa Isabel or the
Cassiquiare that connects the Rio Negro with the Orinoco--trips of many
weeks’ duration. But to Las Palmas? “Never!” most emphatically.
David was more crestfallen than ever as he went in search of the third
man. “There is something very mysterious about all this,” he thought.
“If it is really such an awful place I had better keep away from it.
But I have to see it first. I can leave if I don’t like it--that is, if
I ever get there.”
The interview with launch owner number three was shorter than the other
two. This man was gruff, even discourteous, and wanted to know first of
all where he wanted to go. And when David told him, he simply shrugged
his shoulders, said “No,” and walked away.
There were still others to be seen, but David decided that he had had
enough for one day. He walked to the river and looked across the broad
expanse of water, ruffled by the breeze, muddy, and gliding along
majestically and silently as if fully aware of its awe-inspiring
grandeur and power. Where did all that water come from? Where was it
going? What secrets were locked up in the pitiless flood? What strange
and unknown denizens lurked in its dark depths? And, what treasures were
strewn upon the bottom of the bed over which this torrent rushed,
heedlessly, relentlessly and everlastingly? Day and night, rain or
shine--it was always the same, oblivious to all things save only the
fulfilment of some mission on which it was always hurrying, hurrying,
yet seemed never to accomplish. Men might come and go--all men might
come and go--but what of it? Countless numbers had done that very thing
along its unreckoned shores and not a few of them had been engulfed in
the heartless waters. Thousands of years old, it was nevertheless young.
When other ages had passed there would be still no traces of age or
decay. Always the same--always the same.
Such were the thoughts that surged through David’s mind as he gazed at
the wide river, with the tiny waves laving his feet. They gave him an
uncomfortable feeling such as he had not experienced before. He admired
the stream for its enormity and respected its untold might; but he was
not so sure that he liked it.
Numbers of dugouts, _batalaos_ and other craft were tied up along the
bank. The idea came to him suddenly. If he could not hire a launch, why
not take one of these? The trip would require more time and be less
comfortable, but these things would be minor considerations.