All for Love; or, Her Heart's Sacrifice — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
All for Love; or, Her Heart's Sacrifice
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The realization of this fact only made her more interesting. Now he
swore to himself he would not relinquish the pursuit. There would be
more zest in it thus.
So he only laughed at her entreaties to turn back, only laughed as the
roses pelted his face and stung him with their thorns, only urged the
bay to a greater speed, until Berry, her brief anger passed, suddenly
crouched in her seat, sobbing forlornly, in woe and grief:
“Oh, why did I come? What made me so foolish? Hadn’t I always been
told that rich young men had little use for poor girls, only to rob
them of their happiness! Oh, Heaven, spare me from this wretch, and
send me safely back to poor mamma!”
“Oh, come now, little darling, don’t be so foolish,” coaxed Charley
Bonair. “Don’t you know I wouldn’t harm one hair of that pretty little
head! Why, I only brought you out for a pleasant drive, and presently
I’ll take you home safe to your mamma. Maybe I was rather mistaken in
you at first, and thought you would be my little sweetheart for the
asking. But I surely know better now, and I own I respect you more for
it. Come, come, little girl, let us be friends again! Haven’t I been
honest with you? Don’t I own my engagement to Rosalind, although ’pon
honor, I almost like you better. But I couldn’t marry you, darling,
even if I were free of Rosalind, for my proud, rich father and sisters
would never forgive us the mésalliance; and my father would withdraw my
allowance, and we should be poor as church mice; see?”
He had spoken gayly, but earnestly, and Berry, who had ceased her
sobbing to listen to him, faltered, softly:
“If I loved any one very much I could be happy with him, even if we had
not a cent in the world!”
The bashful avowal half sobered his gayety, and he exclaimed:
“Do you mean that for me, little one? That you could love me penniless,
could marry me if the old dad cut me off with a shilling, and be happy
with me on bread and cheese and kisses?”
“Yes, I could,” declared Berry ardently, forgetting in the passion of
pure, first love all her ambitious dreams for the future. In a moment
his arm slipped around her waist, and he drew her to him, crying
recklessly:
“I’ll take you at your words, sweetheart; I’ll marry you to-morrow.”
“How dare you kiss me?” Berry cried, fighting him off with her weak,
white hands. “Take your arm from my waist! You cannot deceive me with
false vows. You are going to marry Rosalind Montague, who has your
promise.”
“Bad promises are better broken than kept. I’ll marry you, my little
darling, and tell Rosalind to find another husband!” Bonair answered,
with another reckless laugh, still speeding his horse onward, though
they were miles and miles away from home by this time, out in the open
country, where houses were few and far between.