All for Love; or, Her Heart's Sacrifice — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
All for Love; or, Her Heart's Sacrifice
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“Why, poor Rosie had a little chapter of accidents that spoiled her
whole evening,” answered Marie. “In the first place, she became
suddenly ill, soon after the dancing began, and had to retire to her
room to lie down a while. It was one of those terrible headaches, you
know, that will only get better in a dark, quiet place, so she said
we must leave her alone, as she should lock her door and must not be
disturbed. Well, something after midnight she returned to the ballroom,
and was better, but looking so pale and ill yet that I was surprised
to see her dancing again. But pretty soon she came to me all angry and
nervous, and I could not blame her at all. Some one had torn a great
rent in her white lace gown, and she had to retire, and she said she
would not appear again, because she was too tired to change her gown.
Poor thing, I hope she will sleep off her sickness by to-morrow, so
that she can go with us to see Charley.”
“It will give her a terrible turn to hear of all the mischief that old
fortune teller did, but it cannot be helped now,” remarked Mrs. Hopson.
Then they all separated for the night, or rather morning, since it
lacked but a few short hours to daylight.
As Miss Montague was the latest of all arising, and took her coffee in
her own room, it was very late afternoon before the two sisters came in
and told her their startling news.
She was quite as much dismayed as they expected, and when she heard
that it was her betrothed, Charley Bonair himself, who had been wounded
in the pit, Rosalind fainted away in dead earnest. When she revived she
was almost hysterical.
“Do not tell me he is dead, my love, my Charley, or my heart will
break!” she moaned in anguish.
When they told her he would get well, that they had been down to the
cottage already to see him, and that he was resting easily, she smiled
again.
“Oh, I am so glad, so happy, that he is spared to us! But, dear girls,
will you not bring him home now, at once? I wish to see him so much!
Did he ask for me? Did he send me any message?”
The sisters were so sorry for her that they hated to tell her the
truth, that Charley had not even called her name.
But after confessing it they hastened to make excuses for their
brother, saying he was so ill and feverish it was no wonder he had
temporarily forgotten everything but his own sufferings.
Rosalind accepted their explanation with outward complacence, but the
hot fires of jealousy seethed madly in her heart.
To herself she said bitterly:
“He did not ask for me, because he does not care, he thinks only of
her, the little witch who stole his fickle heart from me! How strange,
how very strange, that he should have been on the spot to save her
life! He must have known she would be here, and followed to bask in the
light of her eyes. Oh, how I hate her! Why does she not die, why should
she live to balk me of my happiness, for the whole world is too narrow
for my rival and me!”