All for Love; or, Her Heart's Sacrifice — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
All for Love; or, Her Heart's Sacrifice
John Stuart Mill · en
“What odds to me how dark the night if you loved me,
For in your eyes a beacon light of love I’d see;
My future, now a dark abyss, forever changed would be,
To sunny paths of rosy bliss if you loved me!”
She was so lovely, this little Berry Vining, with her wealth of curly
chestnut locks, framing a face so fresh and fair as the morning
glories round the window--so lovely, with her big, wondering, brown
eyes under long, shady lashes, her sea-shell tints, her perfect little
nose, and rose-red lips, and dainty chin, where dimples swarmed,
entrancingly, whenever she smiled, that no one could look at her
without admiration.
When all those eager eyes were leveled at her window the girl drew very
hastily backward, but not until she had seen one hat lifted from a
handsome head in her honor, as the man’s eyes paid eager tribute to her
charms.
It all passed in a moment, but not too quickly for that flashing glance
to strike fire in a romantic maiden’s heart.
The laughing, chattering riders passed on, the handsome men, the pretty
women, and Berry hid her blushing face among the green, heart-shaped
leaves of the morning glories, and whispered to the flowers:
“Oh, what a handsome young man! What beautiful eyes, what a loving
smile! How grandly he rode on that fine bay horse--like a young prince,
I fancy, although I never saw one--and how courteous to bow to me,
though he had never seen me before! Even proud Miss Montague, who rode
by his side, did not appear to notice me, little Berry Vining, that she
has known all her life! Oh, how I envy her the joy of being with him,
of hearing him speak, and looking into his beaming eyes! I would give
the whole world for such a splendid lover!”
“Berry! Berry!” called an impatient voice from the foot of the stairs,
but unheeding the summons, her thoughts ran on in melodious whispers to
the soft, green leaves:
“Oh, I love him already, I cannot help it, for when his eyes met mine a
great rapturous shudder thrilled me through my whole being and told me
I had met my fate! Oh, shall we ever meet again, I wonder! We must, we
must, or my heart will break with love and longing! It was prophetic,
that song I was singing as his eyes met mine!” and she began to hum
again tenderly:
“What odds to me how dark the night if you loved me,
For in your eyes a beacon light of love I’d see!”
“Berry!--Ber-en-i-ce Vi-ning!” called the impatient voice downstairs
again, and starting from her rosy dreams of love, the girl flew to
reply:
“Well, mamma?”
The pale, faded little mother answered complainingly:
“Always too late! I called you to look at the riding party from
Montague’s--their summer guests--five grand couples of them, on
horseback! But you missed everything coming down so slow!”
“Oh, no, dear mamma, for I was watching them from my window, and saw
all. How fine they looked, indeed! I wish I could be like them!”