All for Love; or, Her Heart's Sacrifice — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
All for Love; or, Her Heart's Sacrifice
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Charley Bonair did not return the fond glance, he looked at her with
serious gravity, unmoved by all her coquettish beauty and rich attire.
He answered frankly:
“I am sorry to hear that it was a jest. I hoped it was truth.”
“Charley!”
“Yes, I hoped it was true,” he reiterated gravely, “because I came in
here to tell you it was not too late to call him back.”
“Oh, Charley!” reproachfully.
“Honor bright,” he answered, still without smiling, and adding
nervously, “oh, Rosalind, can’t you see that he would be a better match
for you than I, because he loves you, while I--I, in spite of myself,
have grown cold, careless, indifferent to you!”
“Cruel! Cruel!” sobbed the girl, behind her jeweled fingers.
“Yes, I know it, dear, but I cannot help it. I tried to be true to you,
but fate willed otherwise, and I’ve struggled too long! I give it up
for useless now. Despise me if you will, I deserve it, I know, and I
don’t blame you. But, Rosalind, if you held me to my promise I couldn’t
make you happy. I should hate you, instead of loving you. There, the
bitter truth is out! Will you set me free?”
“It might not be as easy for me as for you, Charley. I am not so
fickle-minded, perhaps, but I suppose I have a right to ask you one
question!”
“Oh, yes, go on,” he said.
“It is only this, Charley, dear: Has your heart only wandered from me,
or is there--some one else?”
His handsome face flushed a little under her sorrowful glances, but he
answered bravely:
“Forgive me for hurting you, Rosalind, but I will not deceive. Yes, you
have guessed the truth. There is some one else!”
Rosalind sighed heavily:
“It is worse than I thought. Indifference might be cured if I had no
rival, but this is hopeless. Oh, Charley, who is she, the girl who has
won your love from me? Her name?”
“Rosalind, I would rather not tell you yet.”
“That is unfair to me, Charley, very unfair!” bitterly. “Surely I have
a deep interest in my successful rival. Does she love you?”
“I hope so.”
“Then you have not asked her yet?”
“I waited for my release from you.”
“Oh, then, you will ask her now, at once! Is she near at hand, Charley,
or perhaps I should say, Mr. Bonair, now?”
“Call me Charley always if you will, and let us be true friends, my
dear girl, instead of lovers,” he pleaded, with outstretched hands.
Rosalind placed her cold little hand eagerly in his, and answered:
“This is very sudden, and very hard on me, Charley, because I have
loved you dearly for a year, and looked forward with joy to a life
spent by your side. Before I promise to release you, grant me one
favor.”
“Name it, Rosalind.”
“You have not asked your new love yet, and you are not sure she will
love you in return?”
“I am reasonably sure,” he said, with the confidence of a sanguine mind.
“How long will it be before you can have your answer?”
“A week--perhaps two,” he replied, suddenly remembering that Berry was
yet precariously ill.