Are Parents People? — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Are Parents People?
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"I'm so sorry, my dear," she was saying. "Don't let's ever tell Miss
Barton. I wasn't really late--at least I would not have been if I had
not had to run miles and miles, knocking down commuters as I went. And
do you know what a gateman said to me, Lita, when I found I had missed
you? That people oughtn't to meet trains. I could have killed him. I
don't suppose you were frightened though. I suppose you took a taxi?"
"Yes," said Lita.
She had had every intention of telling her mother everything--well,
certainly that she had met Doctor Dacer on the train and that he had
been kind enough to see her home; but the words did not come instantly,
and as she paused, her mother rushed on to something else--clothes, and
what Lita wanted to see if they went to the theater the next day. The
moment for telling slipped away from her in the most unexpected way; it
was getting farther and farther; in fact it was nothing but a speck on
the horizon.
They had an amusing dinner together. One of the pleasantest features in
her parents' divorce was that Mrs. Hazlitt felt not the least restraint
about discussing the Hazlitt family.
"My dear," she would say, with her eyes dancing, "don't tell me you
never heard about why your Uncle Elbert was driven out of Portland."
Lita enjoyed these anecdotes extremely. Sometimes they contained
illuminating phrases: "Of course, your father and I preferred to be
alone." "Naturally I knew just how Jim--your father--felt about it,
but--"
When her mother was like this Lita was content that her father and
the whole world should remain outsiders. Her mother was a sufficient
companion.
When they were back in the library after dinner her father telephoned
to her. It was about Italy. She took up the receiver with a sinking
heart. Now she wished she had written to him. Her mother was holding
the paper as if she were reading it, but Lita knew that she couldn't
help hearing the faltering sentences she was murmuring into the
mouthpiece:
"Yes, Pat, I spoke to her, and I'm afraid we can't. I mean that, under
the circumstances--" She heard the paper rustling to the floor, and her
mother standing beside her whispered to her: "Don't be so timid; don't
say you're afraid."
Then both parents were talking to her at once, one over the wire and
one in her ear. Now, it is possible to listen while you talk yourself,
but it is not possible to listen to two people at once.
Her father was saying: "Of course, if you don't want to go say so, but
if you do, and will put the matter as I suggested--"
And her mother was whispering sibilantly, "You're giving the idea you
wish to go--so unjust to me. Say straight out you won't leave me."
It was one of those minutes that epitomized her life, and her nerves
were distinctly on edge as she hung up the receiver, to find that her
mother was only waiting for this, to go over the whole matter more at
length.