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Aunt Milly's diamonds
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"I want you to be quite rested after your long journey, dear," she
said, "so as to be ready to make acquaintance with all the ins and outs
of Denesfield."
"Indeed, aunt," I replied, "I am not at all weary. It is very nice to
travel when one leaves home so seldom."
"True, my child. At sixteen, we know little of weariness; but when you
rise, feeling fresh and looking bright in the morning, you will thank
me for having given you a long night in bed."
At breakfast we had much pleasant talk. Aunt Milly seemed anxious to
hear as much as possible about those I had left behind. Nothing was
uninteresting that related to my home. To me, the subject was a very
delightful one. I have said before, that the members of our family
realised the blessedness of dwelling "together in unity." So it was
very sweet for me to be led on to speak of all its branches, and to
picture our daily home-life to my aunt.
"I have never yet seen Welland," Aunt Milly remarked; "but I hope to
do so. Your father and mother went there just before I left England. I
shall want to be really amongst you all in your own home, before I can
know you properly. That cannot be just yet, so I must have the family
piecemeal, at Denesfield, first."
My aunt rose from the table as she spoke, and added, "I dare say you
will like to go over the house and grounds, first of all."
"I should like that better than anything, aunt, if you will go too."
"Certainly, dear. You and I will be companions for a time, at any rate.
Soon we shall have more of our neighbours about us; for some have
called already, and you will find acquaintances nearer your own age."
"I shall not care about them, aunt. I could not enjoy being with them
more than with you."
Aunt Milly smiled, and kissed my forehead. "I shall be glad to have
you, Mildred; but I am not so selfish as to expect that you should give
yourself wholly to me. Now, put on your hat, dear, and let us enjoy the
fresh morning air."
My aunt spent some time in showing me her lovely home and its
surroundings. After rambling till we were tired, we sat down to rest,
and I said:
"Oh, Aunt Milly, this place is a perfect Paradise! What could any one
desire that cannot be found at Denesfield!"
"Once I should have said the same, Mildred," replied my aunt; "but for
a long time past, Denesfield is the place I have least wished to see.
You know why—I lost my dear husband; and then, though so much was left
me, I closed my eyes to the light, and selfishly shut myself up with my
great sorrow. But now, Mildred, I am able to look back, and thank God
for the past happy years. I have been awakened from my selfish dreams
to see that there is yet something left for me to do in the world, and
that I have lost many an opportunity of comforting others during the
years given up to nursing my own sorrow."
I hardly knew what to say, except that we were all so glad at home to
think of having Aunt Milly back in England again, and how we all hoped
she would have many happy years.