Backwater : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 2 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Backwater : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 2
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“Bonsoir, Tomasso.”
“You are like an expressive metronome.”
“Oh--nom d’un pipe.”
“You would make a rhinoceros dance.”
Adjusting his pince-nez he dexterously seized tall Meg and swung her
rapidly in amongst the dancers.
“Sarah’ll say he’s had a Turkish bath,” thought Miriam, recalling the
unusual clear pallor of his rather overfed face. “Pleated shirt. That’s
to impress Meg.”
She felt all at once that the air seemed cold. It was not like a summer
night. How badly the ferns were arranged. Nearly all of them together on
the staging behind the end of the piano; not enough visible from the
drawing-room. Her muscles were somehow stiffening into the wrong mood.
Presently she would be playing badly. She watched the forms circling
past the gap in the curtains and slowed a little. The room seemed fairly
full.
“That’s it--perfect, Mim,” signalled Harriett’s partner, swinging her
by. She held to the fresh rhythm and passing into a tender old waltz
tune that she knew by heart gave herself to her playing. She need not
watch the feet any longer. She could go on for ever. She knew she was
not playing altogether for the dancers. She was playing to two hearers.
But she could not play that tune if they came. They would be late. But
they must be here now. Where were they? Were they having coffee?
Dancing? She flung a terrified glance at the room and met the cold eye
of Bevan Seymour. She would not look again. The right feeling for the
dreamy old tune came and went uncontrollably. Why did they not come?
Presently she would be cold and sick and done for, for the evening. She
played on, harking back to the memory of the kindly challenge in the
eyes of her brother-in-law to be, dancing gravely with a grave
Harriett--fearing her ... writing in her album:
“She was his life,
The ocean to the river of his thoughts--
Which terminated all.”
... cold, calm little Harriett. Her waltz had swung soft and low and the
dancers were hushed. Only Tommy Babington’s voice still threaded the
little throng.
Someone held back the near curtain. A voice said quietly, “Here she is.”
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Ted’s low, faintly-mocking voice filled the conservatory.
He was standing very near her, looking down at her with his back to the
gay room. Yesterday’s dream had come more than true, at once, at the
beginning of the evening. He had come straight to her with his friend,
not dancing, not looking for a partner. They were in the little green
enclosure with her. The separating curtains had fallen back into place.
Behind the friend who stood leaning against the far end of the piano,
the massed fernery gleamed now with the glow of concealed fairy lamps.
She had not noticed it before. The fragrance of fronds and moist warm
clumps of maidenhair and scented geraniums inundated her as she glanced
across at the light falling on hard sculptured waves of hair above a
white handsome face.