Backwater : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 2 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Backwater : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 2
John Stuart Mill · en
Piling a generous spoonful on to her own thick slice, Nancie coughed
facetiously and repeated her remark which had produced no result but a
giggle from Charlotte Stubbs who sat opposite to her.
“Eh? Eh? What?”
Miss Jenny looked down the table over the top of her newspaper without
raising her head. Her pince-nez were perched so that one eye appeared
looking through its proper circle, the other glared unprotected just
above a rim of glass.
“Miss Haddie took us to Jones’s this afternoon,” said Nancie almost
voicelessly. Miriam glanced at the too familiar sight of Nancie’s small
eyes vanishing to malicious points. She was sitting as usual very solid
and upright in her chair, with her long cheeks pink flushed and her fine
nose white and cool and twitching, her yellow hair standing strongly
back from her large white brow. She stabbed keenly in her direction as
Miriam glanced, and Miriam turned and applied herself to her bread and
jam. If she did not eat she would not get more than two slices from the
piled dishes before the others had consumed four and five apiece and
brought tea to an end.
“Eh? What for? Why are ye laughing, Nancie?”
“I’m not laughing, Miss Jenny.” Nancie’s firm lips curved away from her
large faultless teeth. “I’m only smiling and telling you about our visit
to Jones’s.”
Miss Jenny’s newspaper was lowered and her pince-nez removed.
“Eh? What d’ye say? Nonsense, Nancie, you know you were laughing. Why do
you say you weren’t? What do you mean? Eh?”
“I’m sorry, Miss Jennie. Something tickled me.”
“Yes. Don’t be nonsensical. D’ye see? It’s nonsensical to say no when
you mean yes. D’ye understand what I mean, Nancie? It’s bad manners.”
Hitching on her pince-nez, Miss Jenny returned to her paper.
Miriam gave herself up to the luxury of reading Adèle to the
accompaniment of bread and jam. She would not hurry over her bread and
jam. As well not have it. She would sacrifice her chance of a third
slice. She reflected that it would be a good thing if she could decide
never to have more than two slices, and have them in peace. Then she
could thoroughly enjoy her reading. But she was always so hungry. At
home she could not have eaten thick bread and butter. But here every
slice seemed better than the last. When she began at the hard thick edge
there always seemed to be tender places on her gums, her three hollow
teeth were uneasy and she had to get through worrying thoughts about
them--they would get worse as the years went by, and the little places
in the front would grow big and painful and disfiguring. After the first
few mouthfuls of solid bread a sort of padding seemed to take place and
she could go on forgetful.