Backwater : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 2 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Backwater : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 2
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“Eh, well, Deborah my dear, I think I should have done something. Don’t
you think you ought? Eh? Called someone perhaps--eh?--or managed to get
at the gels in some way--dear, dear, what is to be done? You see it is
hardly of any use to speak to them afterwards. You want to catch them
red-handed and make them feel ashamed of themselves.”
“I am fully prepared to admit, my dear Jenny, the justice of all that
you say. But I can only repeat that in the circumstances in which I
found myself I was entirely unable to exercise any control whatever upon
the doings of the gels. They were running; and long before I was free
from Mrs. Brinkwell they were out of sight.”
Miss Perne spoke in a clear, high, narrative tone that seemed each
moment on the point of delighted laughter, her delicate head held high,
her finely wrinkled face puckering with restrained pleasure. Miriam saw
vividly the picture in the park, the dreadful, mean, grubby lake, the
sad asphalt pathway all round it, the shabby London greenery, the
October wind rushing through it, Miss Perne’s high stylish arrowy figure
fluttered by the wind, swaying in her response to Mrs. Brinkwell’s
story, the dreadful asphalt playground away to the left, its gaunt
swings and bars--gallows.... Ingoldsby--the girls rushing across it, and
held herself sternly back from a vision of Miss Perne chasing the
delinquents down the wind. Why did Miss Perne speak so triumphantly? As
much as to say There, my dear Jenny, there’s a problem you can’t answer.
She enjoyed telling the tale and was not really upset about the girls.
She spoke exactly as if she were reading aloud from “Robinson Crusoe.”
Miss Haddie was watching again, flashing her eyes about as she gently
spooned up her bread and milk. Miriam wished she knew whether Miss
Haddie knew how difficult it was to listen gravely. She was evidently
angry and disgusted. But still she could watch.
“Did ye go that way at all afterwards--the way the girls went?”
“I did not,” beamed Miss Perne, turning to Miss Jenny as if waiting for
a judgment.
“Well, eh, I’m sure, really, it’s most diffikilt. What is one to do with
these gels? Now, Miriam, here’s something for you to exercise your wits
upon. What would ye do, eh?”
Miriam hesitated. Memories kept her dumb. Of course she had never rushed
about in a common park where rough boys came. At the same time--if the
girls wanted to rush about and scream and wear no hats nobody had any
right to interfere with them ... they ought to be suppressed though,
North London girls, capable of anything in the way of horridness ... the
Pernes did not seem to see how horrid the girls were in themselves,
common and knowing and horrid. “Dear, funny little O.M.’s” ... they were
something much more than that. They were wrong about the hats, but it
was good, heavenly to be here like this with them. She turned to Miss
Jenny, her mind in a warm confusion, and smiled into the little red face
peering delicately from out its disorderly Gorgon loops.