Ah! few of us know how actors live on that elusive thing, the favour of
the public, and what renewed force, when they are grown old and have one
foot in the grave already, what fresh vigour the smiles of a delighted
audience instil in their veins, when the blood is beginning to run
feeble!
No, the thankless audience did not for once acknowledge Murph as their
old favourite, the veteran of the boards, the good and gallant beast
that had so often been their darling and their delight. Under his
outward show of indifference Murph hid a vast fund of sensibility, and
the coldness of his audience cut him to the quick, coming so soon after
his late successes. He thought the dark night of public neglect was
beginning for him; he realised his loss of vigour, his waning energies,
and, like other old players, he saw himself superannuated, out of date,
unknown, and misunderstood by a new public, become a mere shadow on the
scene of his former triumphs. Add to this his master’s evident
ill-humour, as he foresaw the inevitable moment when his old servant
would be a mere pensioner on his bounty.
Murph staggered off, and fell panting on the rug that formed his bed.
Then Jack came to help him; but, alas! even Jack could not console him
just at first. Murph rejected his friend’s ministrations, so bitter was
his rancour against mankind. But his pique was soon over, and his
wounded heart found healing under the gentle hand of his lifelong
companion.
XI
But the fatal hour had struck; old age was upon him. Murph had grown
infirm; he would take a dozen steps, crawling from one corner to
another, and then sink down helplessly. His legs, once so prodigiously
strong and active, tottered and stumbled from sheer weakness. In vain
his master’s voice called him to show his tricks; he would struggle to
his feet, for an instant his head would recover its proud carriage of
old days; then suddenly, his momentary strength exhausted, his limbs
tingling with rheumatic pains that cut like whip-lashes, he would slink
away to fall back again into the lifeless attitude of an aged invalid.
A cloud floated before his eyes, he could no longer see things clearly,
and a growing deafness filled his head with a buzz-buzzing that never
stopped. Life was slowly dying down in the old body. He would lie torpid
for hours and doze away the time in dark corners, under tables, where
nothing would wake him, neither the yapping of the other dogs nor the
chattering of the monkeys, neither the noise of footsteps coming and
going nor the shrill trumpetings of the clown’s cornet-à-piston playing
“Malbrouck s’en va-t-en guerre!”