Camilla: A Tale of a Violin: Being the Artist Life of Camilla Urso — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Camilla: A Tale of a Violin: Being the Artist Life of Camilla Urso
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Her outward life was unchanged. She appeared regularly at the theatre
with her father, and sat by his side through the performance. The other
players often teased her, and asked her perplexing questions about the
music. What note was that? What key were they playing in now, and now
and now? Every time the music modulated from key to key, she followed
it, and named the notes and keys correctly, without hesitation.
Then something happened that made them think it might be well to let her
have a piece to play. And such a splendid piece! Not a mere child’s song
for the violin, or a little dance. Nothing like that. A grand concert
piece such as the Masters played. De Beriot’s famous “_Seventh air
varié_.” A melody with variations, by the great composer De Beriot. To
be sure it was not equal to some of the grand works of Haydn or
Beethoven, but for those days it was considered a remarkable
composition. Since the little Camilla has grown up people have learned
more about violin playing, and what was then thought to be a great piece
of music would not now be considered as anything very remarkable.
As it was, Camilla thought the piece something quite wonderful, and took
it up with the greatest eagerness. Utterly absorbed in her work, knowing
little or nothing of what was going on outside her lessons, she studied
and practiced day after day without a thought of anything else. The new
piece and the exercises took her whole time for the next two months.
That one “_air varié_” was in hand every day. She played it through
hundreds of times. Every phrase was studied. Hours were spent over one
note. A week on a single page was good progress. One little passage cost
her many a sorrowful hour. Somehow she could not get it right for a
long time. Once she played it over forty-seven times before her nervous
and irritable master would let her off. Other pupils were waiting. They
could wait. She was to play that measure just right if it took all day.
It was useless to cry. If she was obstinate and naughty about it she
should be punished. She must play it right. How her arms ached over that
passage. The tears dropped on the violin. It didn’t do any good, and
only made the master still more angry. At last she did it right, played
it over several times, went home and never played it wrong again in her
life.
Such was the child’s artist life for the first twelve months. Outside of
it the gossips fairly raged and warred with their nimble tongues.
Salvatore Urso’s experiment with his little girl was much talked about.
Some could not say too hard things of him. Felix Simon was blamed, her
mother was blamed. It was all wrong. It was wicked to teach the child to
play. Others said no, let her try, if she failed they would be well
punished for their work. If she succeeded it would be a fine thing. It
was rumored that the girl had great talent and would in time do
wonderful things.