Camilla: A Tale of a Violin: Being the Artist Life of Camilla Urso — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Camilla: A Tale of a Violin: Being the Artist Life of Camilla Urso
John Stuart Mill · en
“Heaven helps those who help themselves.” Salvatore Urso saw his store
of money melting away fast. It was not easy to find a place in the
orchestras in Paris. There was not a church in the city that did not
have several applicants waiting for the position of organist. Evil days
were beginning to come upon them. Nearly nine months had slipped away
and Camilla had only just succeeded in entering the Conservatory. For
all that, she had entered and her talents had won a good friend in the
great teacher Massart. They had no noble patron to aid them, there was
no wealthy friend to help them along. Everything depended upon
themselves and Camilla. She, brave little girl had done well and could
now go on and fulfill her splendid destiny.
Her first lesson at the Conservatory opened her eyes to the life that
was before her. There were eight boys in Massart’s class besides
herself. At first the boys sneered at her and resented her presence. Not
content with this they tried to annoy her with rudeness and to plague
her with boyish pranks. She took it all patiently, replied to nothing
and clung to her violin in stubborn silence.
Massart was a large, rosy faced man with an uncertain temper. He seemed
much younger than he really was, and though at times he was dreadfully
cross and savage, he was at heart a kind and generous man. His manner of
teaching was peculiar. One pupil played at a time and the rest looked on
in silence while the master walked up and down the room with a long
slender stick in his hand. At first she thought it was a baton to beat
time with or to point to the music. Presently she found it had quite
another use. One stupid boy did not take the proper position. Massart
told him how to stand and the boy put his feet in the right place.
Presently he changed one foot and down come the stick with a snap on the
boy’s legs. “Oh! M. Massart that hurt” cried the boy. “I meant it
should,” said he. “Do it right next time.”
If, thought Camilla, that is the way, I’ll remember it. Somehow it was
not so easy. Massart gave a direction once and then came the stick. They
must do it right once and for all. Before she knew it there was a slap
on her own limbs. It didn’t hurt much because her skirts warded off the
blow. As for the boys they had to take it sharp and heavy.
Then that little finger on her right hand. It would spring up as she
moved the bow. Massart said very pleasantly that she must keep it down.
She put it down but presently it flew up again and then came a stinging
blow from the slender stick that was not so pleasant.
That poor little finger had a sorry time of it before it would lay down
properly. Many a time it ached with the blows of the switch, and once
she thought it was certainly broken. She was obliged to nurse it in a
cot for two days. At last it came just right and has never gone wrong
since.